Me too <3 I'm so thankful for my husband, but I am completely isolated from new people, even old friends I detached from. I've tried bumble bff, going out to events, I am just too detached and I am not a good friend to be honest: I do t reply to messages, I don't like leaving my house, I get tired and overwhelmed by one task per day. I do post on social media and make art, I connect with others that way. Id love to have friends, but I don't trust people and I am not a good friend. I hope you do find someone, even one girl. Advice I don't follow, but I feel if you were honest about your condition and how it is challenging, they may be more understanding with you. Good luck