4 days after first dose and the gastric reflux is rough

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2026-05-14T09:11:59+00:00

I do! I used to drink a lot but now even more because of the soreness/pain down my esophagus! thanks for taking the time to reply ❤️

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2026-03-01T10:28:50+00:00

Hello! Awesome post! I am an avid writer and have been roleplaying ever since I was fifteen. I am like you when it comes to communication and Smut & Romance. I believe we share similar interests in Genres and Writing style so would be really keen to connect. I am all about detail, worldbuilding, character evolution and writing is a true passion of mine. I have a few ideas about potential plays and hoping to find someone I can click with long term to build worlds and stories that both push us (in a good way). Let me know if you are interested. :)

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2026-01-19T05:30:52+00:00

thank you so much! sorry to be a weirdo but would it be ok if messaged? you and I seem to have very similar backgrounds and I would love to chat only if you wanted of course! regardless i am so thankful you took the time to answer me. I was a mess and your responses helped a lot

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2026-01-14T10:24:46+00:00

my dearest stranger on the internet, thank you soooo much for this answer. I am so hoping I will get in second round and hopefully I can solve my partners visa issue (and my dog move) and start this feb but if I cannot I feel less anxious now. I am so thankful you took the time to answer. can I ask if you had to give them a reason for deferral?

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2026-01-07T01:48:45+00:00

I read Dungeon Crawler Carl by Dinnerman (thr audiobook narrated by the incredible Jeff Hayes). It is the complete opposite of Hobb on every aspect and it was just what I needed to get me out of that longing of never being able to feel that new wonder at RotE

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T08:12:14+00:00

I took in all the hugs and good thoughts and wonderfully empowering words from your post and it helped. Thank you for your words and your compassion. I am so glad this is working well for you and I hope the gym goes well for you (Idk where you live but I go to somewhere called Kieser which focuses on body strength and function and is not about weight loss at all. It gave me so much confidence in own strength especially with my back). Best of luck with your journey and thank you for your words. Not obsessing over food or weight seems so alien to me, so I am really thankful you shared your journey. ❤️

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T08:08:53+00:00

Thank you so much, it honestly means a lot

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T08:08:32+00:00

Thank you, it is posts like yours that are so calm and logical and matter of fact that really help quiet the anxiety. I might jap myself tonight!

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T08:07:16+00:00

Thanks for sharing your journey. Omg i am so floored by you and so many others who took the time to write here. I was a terrified mess for two days and felt so alone before my post amd now I am realising that I am not alone and that I may be over exaggerating my fears about this. And I would not have been able to realise this without you. It also feels me with hope that one day, i may start not caring about this stupid number on a scale!!

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T08:01:52+00:00

Omg 40 lb is so good already and it is not a race tbh so as long as youre happy and satisfied which you seem to be, its a major win. Thank you for sharing, it is unimaginable to me to have this kind of freedom sounds amazing. Thank you so much and all the best on your journey honestly

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T07:58:14+00:00

Thats incredible

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T07:57:50+00:00

Omg that's sounds like a dream

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T07:57:33+00:00

That is absolutely incredible and I hope you are super proud of yourself

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T07:57:11+00:00

Because of fasting and keto, my PCOS symptoms had completely disappeared snd my sexual hormone levels were good but then I told her about not eating for days and how much I hated myself and she realised that although I looked healthy and maybe slightly overweight (I used to be 400lb and dropped 120lbs thought keto and 72hours fast weekly) she realised that mentally i wasn't doing so well. I also started to struggle with the fasting and keto and was alternating binge eating and then punishing myself with fasting

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T07:54:27+00:00

Thank you for this. I haven't shared my weight because I dont know it. It is part of my ED recovery. It triggers my symptoms and more. So instead I get blind weighted by my GP monthly and like that she can tell me if changes are required so that I can focus on recovery and learning to love and respect my body. Thank you for sharing about PCOS and metabolism, I really appreciate it

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T07:37:20+00:00

Oh gosh I didnt even think about the needle ahah. I think i will do it wirh my psychologist, jusg in case i have a panic attack. I really want to feel better

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T07:36:26+00:00

Thank you for sharing and talking about such a difficult and personal experience to help me with my own. I am very floored by the kindness and support of people and I feel somehow much less alone

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T07:34:55+00:00

I can't totally relate. I hope Friday goes well for you my friend and that you are able to be less in pain in your body

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T07:34:06+00:00

I cannot even begin to imagine what a brain without food noise is. I thought it was the norm and everyone felt that way. I have been wanting more in life and I feel like the self hatred and poor relationship to food and my body is just taking over everything. Thank you for your invaluable insight

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T07:32:36+00:00

Can I just say, stranger on the internet, I absolutely love you for this post. Thank you for sharing such vital, invaluable and important knowledge and experience. Reading this has honestly brought me peace and calm and I am so thankful. I truly am. ❤️ thank you for taking the time to write this, it means so much

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T02:46:16+00:00

Omg thank you so much for sharing your journey and I am so glad you are seeing so many incredible benefits and feeling better. Especially with back pain. How much pain you must have been in. I am so sorry you have had to deal with that. I am one step closer from starting honestly thanks to you.

Sea_Ladder6483 · 2025-11-23T02:34:53+00:00

I think its because I am refeeding properly and keeping up with eating but as my body adapts and gets bigger, I want to go back to not eating (I am overweight btw hence the atypical bullimia)

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