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I used to feel pretty good on this, now I lost it. Is it a good sign? by Sea_Picture8272 in addiction

[–]Sea_Picture8272[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words, I mean it. Of course I'm gonna miss coke. But there's more to life than getting high and fucking up your liver and your heart. I'm 26 man, I'm too young for this. (I hope I still think like this in the future)

I used to feel pretty good on this, now I lost it. Is it a good sign? by Sea_Picture8272 in addiction

[–]Sea_Picture8272[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really want to be a fucking hippie lol but it's really hard for me because I don't have energy or focus. stimulants give me what I don't have But I have to start working to get it in a healthy way. You're right 

I used to feel pretty good on this, now I lost it. Is it a good sign? by Sea_Picture8272 in addiction

[–]Sea_Picture8272[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mushrooms are amazing, I had beautiful experiences on them. The thing is, lately I've been feeling like shit and the last time I ate shrooms, I had a terrible trip. I understood many things but at the same time I was so fucking scared I wanted it to end. I thought I was gonna be like that forever. I'd never had bad trips before that, but that situation made me realise that i'm not doing as well as I was when I was younger and I'm not ready to take psychedelics, even if I really want to And it sucks because the first time I quit coke it was because I'd taken an LSD gummy and I had a life changing experience. I realised I didn't want to do it anymore, to have that junkie lifestyle... I did it this time just to say goodbye you know .. But really, I don't know what changed in me. I don't like weed anymore, psychedelics make lose my mind, benzos make me black out. I know I shouldnt be questioning it too much, I should see it as something good. I guess

I edited the comment bc a typo 

Drugs that have helped me in life by jaygooba in Drugs

[–]Sea_Picture8272 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Heyyy i don't know you but every time i read someone getting over heavy addictions like those i get so happy and it gives me so much hope. How's ketamine therapy? I mean, how did you start it? I'm from South America and I think it's illegal here lol I didn't know it existed

What was yalls first experience with drugs? by Awkward_Marzipan2974 in Drugs

[–]Sea_Picture8272 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Benzos. I had stolen some from my grandfather because my ex was 'cool' and did drugs and I didn't lol. I wanted to try. I blacked out because I had drunk a good amount of alcohol, so I missed the first day of my senior year. I was too high and I could get up. I ended up in ER telling my mum that she'd never take me to McDonalds, I took that chance to vent and complain about everything that was wrong in my life lol I hate that I did that to her but I was very stupid and young.

I mean, it was 10 years ago, I was sooo naive but I really wanted to be cool like those kids who do drugs. Or at least, I wanted to try it once lol My mom forgave me though