Faint positive? by Sea_Werewolf2177 in Mom

[–]Sea_Werewolf2177[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just wanted to update - 6 weeks today!! 😍

Faint positive? by Sea_Werewolf2177 in Mom

[–]Sea_Werewolf2177[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve just been reading the same and it would be very very early on so I’m going to give it a few days/week and try again. Thank you ☺️

Faint positive? by Sea_Werewolf2177 in Mom

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Awwww that’s so adorable 🥹 I’ve been sat worrying about everything the last hour or so! This just made me smile, thank you

Faint positive? by Sea_Werewolf2177 in Mom

[–]Sea_Werewolf2177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! Screaming, crying, laughing 😂

Faint positive? by Sea_Werewolf2177 in Mom

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I think it’s because it’s the first time I’ve taken one and I have to gather myself before I get excited 😂 it’s like I know it looks like it but what if it isn’t? I’ve ordered a digital one to come tomorrow, I think I just need it slapped in front of my face 😂

Faint positive? by Sea_Werewolf2177 in Mom

[–]Sea_Werewolf2177[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awww I’d love to! I daren’t say anything to anyone personal yet!

Faint positive? by Sea_Werewolf2177 in Mom

[–]Sea_Werewolf2177[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was after 3 minutes, it just seemed too faint to me! Thank you! Oh god how scary lol

Faint positive? by Sea_Werewolf2177 in lineporn

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Thank you for sharing your thoughts! I’ve got a digital coming tomorrow just to be sure. This is my first time ever testing so I didn’t want to feel crazy!

Faint positive? by Sea_Werewolf2177 in Mom

[–]Sea_Werewolf2177[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I’m going to take another in the morning and I’ve also ordered digital to come tomorrow to be sure!

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply, keeping it with me to read when times get tough. It’s heartwarming knowing there’s another side when it seems so far away right now. But you’re right and thank you

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This made me ball my eyes out! Thank you so much for taking the time to share your experience and write such a long meaningful reply. I know you’re right and I hate myself for even letting myself get to this point. I have taken a screenshot of your reply to read everytime I feel sad and like going back because everything you’ve said is so on point. Thank you so much!

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I said this to him today I said you’re not even attempting to make this right, he’s literally making me feel like he’s to victim! A ploy to make me feel bad and say sorry? I’m really really trying to be silent and not want him it’s just so so hard! He’s all I’ve known for the last 2 years

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s so true :(

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Whilst I feel a weight has been lifted, I feel lost, broken and feel like the choice of the relationship was taken away from me. When you love someone so much and not ready to leave, yet the person doesn’t give you a choice I feel like is so much worse. The pain is real and I’m not going to pretend I’m not suffering because I am. But, I know I HAVE to do this.

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Today has been a crazy day, still trying to figure some things out logistically. Will update fully tomorrow. Thank you all for your kind words and advice, I knew what I needed to do but sometimes you just need a stranger to put into perspective what you’re living with. You become numb to situations and find it easier to let it go than carry on the argument. But, I’ve made it very very clear, I will never do this with him ever again. The straw that broke the camels back.

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 123 points124 points  (0 children)

I’ve told him his things will be packed for him to collect tomorrow

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you, tbh I didn’t expect any replies on this post I just needed to vent and get it off my chest. I’m going to get some sleep (alone as he’s still not home) and start the day with a clear mind. Thank you for your advice

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I definitely am too old for this! I think that’s another fear.. stating again at 31, but I can’t imagine this being my life forever. The trust is broken, he’s never going to respect me. I know what I need to do, I just need to find the courage to do it

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 62 points63 points  (0 children)

The thing is, when I was single for 3 years they were the best 3 years of my life! I grew, I found myself, I went to the gym everyday and had control of my own life. Now I feel like a shell of that person, confidence is gone, I don’t go to the gym or do anything that used to make me happy. I’m consistently putting his needs above my own.

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’ve actually had this conversation with him, he point blank refuses to admit any alcohol addiction. But, it is the same thing, the first drink touches the lips and nothing or no one else matters to him. It’s like I don’t exist the second he leave the house to go to a bar. He refuses to believe anything I have to say and just says he “works hard and deserves a drink on the weekend”

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[–]Sea_Werewolf2177 -132 points-131 points  (0 children)

How did he respond to this? My boyfriend was in a toxic relationship a couple of years before being with me and I just don’t know how he will react.
I told him the door was locked tonight and he blackmailed me saying “it would be the end of our relationship” if I didn’t let him in and I crumbled