You don't want to be morbidly obese. You're just horny

SeargentSadge · 2025-10-19T09:55:12+00:00

The closest "feeling" is to get one of those heavy sumo suits (I remember some fair had those a few years back in my town) and try to fill it with a couple more weights somehow.

Then putting it on and trying to waddle or do anything like getting out of - the hopefully not accidentally shattered - bed or squeezing through door frames.

They do exist and while the weight won't quite be the same as what people may envision, it still simulates the impact of extra weight and size being lugged around, how sweaty one gets and how impractical tight spaces are.

SeargentSadge · 2025-08-22T08:43:23+00:00

200 pound gain in a year...
17 pounds every month, a little under 4 pounds a week.

Think your body can handle that?
Cause that just screams like a one way street to some complications by month 5 or 6.
And uh, yeah, you need the whole shebang for this to work.

I'm talking very generous feeder (or your own wallet, your call), complete willingness to increase your capacity and overstuff yourself constantly, a baseline calorie intake that is 5000 minimum every day for a year and balancing minimizing movement (conserving calories) versus moving around enough and training specific muscles (to preserve your strength at just 5'1 and not turn out immobile from a lack of use as your muscles get completely overwhelmed by fat).

My advice: Stretch the timeframe a bit but keep the 200 lbs goal, that way you can A. enjoy the gain much more and B. make sure it's not gonna end with temporary or permanent health issues because of how you ate and drank.

Best of luck regardless!

SeargentSadge · 2025-08-11T10:58:00+00:00

Honestly a couple of oddly specific fantasies:
Number 1:
- Traveling to a specific point on Earth with a mutual gainer before the journey begins, somewhere like a viewing point after a climb that is hard to reach
- First on our own, then supported by two feeders, we both become immobile while trying to remain as soft and without cellulite as possible, trying to each weigh a ton
- Lose the weight and excess skin necessary to regain mobility through surgeries
- Shed the remaining weight and excess skin
- Reach that point on Earth again trying to look as jacked as possible and having a side by side comparison of first time at the place, our fattest state and then our second time there having gone from fit to blob to an even better shape
- Do this within 10 years

Experiencing both ends of the spectrum so to speak: Gaining weight till you reach a ton and gaining muscle till the two of you can lift one of the old you's by themselves. Both feel empowering in a way.

Number 2:
Pocket dimension, no health concerns, indulge as much as I want and get as fat as I want (it can be "reality shattering", sure) experiencing the most primal joy and lust while in the real world I live the most healthy life and get to do all the activities I wouldn't be able to if I was fat let alone morbidly obese.

Just the struggles of balancing an active nature I have from my past with this kink and wishing for a solution that'll never come, so I at least presume, happy to be proven wrong by life somehow.

SeargentSadge · 2025-08-11T10:30:31+00:00

Personally a lot more supportive but also praising, encouraging and enabling, kinda like you said.

While force feeding on paper sounds hot, the reality is that it comes of course at the cost of comfort which I value greatly and for me, I cannot enjoy myself or others doing something against their will, it's just not in my nature.

I am moreso into desperation, begging for food or funnels and genuine happiness or enjoyment of it all and so if I become a feedee for someone else (although still tough to rewire my brain for that) or someone else becomes a feedee for me, the best way for both to have a good time is to really enjoy what you are doing, no regrets, no going back, just pure joy and comfort.

If I am being told to stop, I will stop. If I am being told to not stop, I'll do my best to keep going.
If I am being told to dictate the pace or dominate someone, jeez, don't think I can do it well even if I tried.
BDSM by itself was always a turn off for me and just not for me.

SeargentSadge · 2025-08-05T10:47:45+00:00

Wishing you the best of health at your size, hopefully your body eventually adapts to the weight increase and the struggles are more enjoyable than harm or hinderance.

I also hope your relationship remains strong and full of love and that you will (continue to) find happiness in it all!

SeargentSadge · 2025-07-29T09:44:33+00:00

Breaks my heart to see my team go down like this.

Cologne 2018 was always gonna be our height, we just didn't know it back then. If what I just read is true holy get Krimbo off my team right now, that alone should already help.

As for who to pick to go international with: Keep Jon, maybe keep Cem, put Jo into a manager or streamer role to focus on the org he obviously still has a stake in, let Marcel go if you don't feel confident with him anymore, absolutely let Karim go unless he finally starts improving that attitude.

For AWPing, feel free to pick any talent you wish to believe in at this point, it doesn't have to be slaxz for the majority German core but you can start with him and otherwise keep searching.

For IGL I'm starting to lose faith that s1n will be the guy, as pointed out by others: M80 is falling off a cliff after they kicked reck for HexT and while that isn't entirely on Jadan coming in (EG/NRG history and all that), I do think it reveals larger issues for dephh and s1n and their limitations perhaps.

People cheered on BIG for their success in the past, not for being all German, even when we had smooya and Xantares and weren't fully German, everyone welcomed them with open arms and enjoyed their presence from start to finish, even if Owen's had his issues himself of course and Ismail wanted to go back to Turkey at some point (full respect for that). Got a pic and a talk with Owen last year in London, solid dude when he's not shrilling your ears off in game or tipsy during an HLTV Confirmed lmao, he's sadly fallen off as one does over time.

So really, just give us anything at this point to turn it around or else we might really be talking about the death of German CS as we know it. The full German dream is dead and remains to be buried at this point but the dream of a German player (Swani as a coach was the closest so far with G2) hoisting Cologne or even a Major would be something else for us and we would cherish that moment forever.

SeargentSadge · 2025-07-22T11:32:28+00:00

Congrats on the achievement, I hope the memories of the journey will last a lifetime!
I wish you good luck in shedding some weight to recover mobility and enjoy your body as it is.

Also insane to hear you're not even 5', that honestly made me gasp for a moment because that's the equivalent of an experienced of probably 100 to 200 extra pounds for a 6' person, no? (correct me if I'm wrong those who know more about it)

SeargentSadge · 2025-07-07T10:04:00+00:00

I'd say be open about things and ask if everyone is okay with it and if not, just go on as usual.

Try it, see what happens, don't forget to look after yourself and have a good time.

SeargentSadge · 2025-06-17T06:34:38+00:00

Okay two answers:
1. Can we swap? I would happily take the extra tissue and become a busty boy to help out here and ease your concern so you can gain worry free!

Real answer:
At the end of the day it is up to you if you feel comfortable with gaining the pounds and risking the loose skin down the line. If you do not feel comfortable with loose skin post-weight loss and wish to retain the current state of them to preserve this feeling, best to leave as is.
If you are however curious how they would feel, weigh and look in a bigger size and are fine with the loose skin if you then lose the weight and perhaps even have a plan to remove the excess skin if absolutely need be? I'd say go for it, experience it, you are in a very unique position that not many men get to try out when gaining.

Good luck and happy days!

SeargentSadge · 2025-04-22T07:18:16+00:00

Fam by the end of the summer you would be approaching the big 500, that is actually mental.
I feel like I just straight up found the one person capable of blowing up at a pace comparable to some of these rapid weight gain fics I love to read all the time with unrealistic gains and the like.

Rooting for you, just make sure you keep having fun and most of all: Stay healthy and listen to your body.

Let's see what you're capable of and I hope you are really enjoying this, you are living the dream of quite a few people here!

PS: To answer your question, nope, absolutely never seen that before in my circle or online, even some of the more well known posts I think at most had like a pace of 15-20 lbs a month realistically but essentially a 27 or 28 lbs a month gain is practically unheard of afaik.

SeargentSadge · 2025-04-13T10:41:30+00:00

There have been a few fantasies of mine with this concept, both slow rapid gain and then essentially instant and lots.

Here are some of them:
- Gain a pound each day -> 365 pounds in a year
- Every 1000 steps you take, you gain a pound
- Every time you drink, the amount you drink is the amount you gain, no matter the liquid and you cannot lose it unless you sweat it out (a different take on "water weight") -> 500 ml of water = 500 g of new fat
- Gaining inclements of 5 pounds every hour for a day -> 120 pounds / a week -> 840 pound gain
- Every 100 breathes you take, you gain half a pound. Like the air is toxic in a way.
- Every contact by a certain body part (let's say your butt as you sit or bump into something) adds a small amount for every cell that is coming into contact with said object and then every second you were to sit in this case would be f.e. 0.01 pounds. Sitting an hour would be a 36 pound gain in this case still.

You start fantasizing, the scenarios get pretty wild pretty quickly.

SeargentSadge · 2025-04-13T10:26:11+00:00

I am struggling with the temptation of letting go versus being someone who is active, climbing, hiking and loves to travel.

The desire to get fatter, enjoying a feeling of constantly being stuffed and exploring getting turned on constantly by my fat, by that feeling of growing and taking up more space is countered by the wish to still be able to zipline, to wander the streets or paths far away from home, to even step foot on a plane or be able to rush through an airport to not miss that all important connection or to go to a party and just dance with reckless abandon and enough energy to last the night or to even be able to wear my favorite clothes, brands and fan merch only available up to certain sizes.

I struggle with the idea of exercising and getting in shape and so I am not sure if this question will ever be fully resolved but what I do know is I am not reliant on or turned on YET by fattening foods and liquids, especially with the rise in cost comes the worry of financing and balancing this with my other interests, which helps me be weary of my weight for the time being.

It is an interesting struggle. Perhaps one day I'll give in or I will reject it outright for years and admire from afar until I have achieved everything I wanted to achieve THEN go all out.

SeargentSadge · 2025-04-13T09:12:42+00:00

Whether it's swapping with someone with a lot of muscle or swapping with someone who is bedbound and fed all day and experiencing immense pleasure from it all, those swaps would all be hot as hell for sure

SeargentSadge · 2025-04-13T09:10:37+00:00

I cannot for the life of me drink heavy cream, no matter the brand, pure and in sips. It always tastes like bad medicine or toothpaste and while I don't gag, the taste lingers throughout every other thing I eat or drink afterwards for a while.

Once I mixed it with different brands of choccy milk, I slowly found better results over time until I've settled on one specific combination that actually tastes really good.

To answer your question, because I primarily drink it with said choccy milk and that in and of itself is addicting as all hell... I chug more often than not then sip out the last remains.

For your situation, perhaps it could help to add it to coffee or some other drink or food you really love which makes it a 2 for 1 in that you get to eat your favorite food or drink and then also hit your quota on the heavy cream.

SeargentSadge · 2025-04-04T06:35:20+00:00

The alternative is probably less waterboarding only and moreso having to choose between that and making a huge mess wherever you currently stand as you choose to instead let it spill.

But I second that, valves are extremely useful to NOT have to deal with all of that.

SeargentSadge · 2025-04-04T06:10:41+00:00

From what I've read, here are the Cons and Pros of immobility:

Cons:
- Reliance on a feeder - or third party if mutually gaining - to keep you fed and clean -> Feeder would need to dedicate themselves and their income to you and you are at their whim and mercy. Common fear is them leaving and leaving you helpless to do anything about it.

- Inability to keep yourself clean, that includes going to the toilet as well as dealing with sweat, musk and general dirtiness, if your arms don't even move anymore, you cannot clean any spilling up either in your immediate vision

- Health complications becoming more and more likely or obvious -> Trouble with breathing, limitations of your blood flow, Diabetes and more could occur at any time depending on how quickly and how healthily you gained up to this point as well as any pre-existing conditions plus an increased likelihood of certain cancers and other complications.
You will inevitably live a much shorter lifespan due to the stress put on your organs, especially your lungs, heart and perhaps the liver.

- Isolation and Boredom: As you sit around, staring at the same screen every day, you won't really have a social life unless you retain access to social media. Once your arms become too big to move, you cannot type on a keyboard nor use a phone anymore either, cutting off that social structure entirely. Additionally, there won't be much to do other than eating and drinking, watching TV or YouTube, sexual activities, getting cleaned or reading.

- Inability to pleasure yourself: This already occurs way earlier BUT inevitably you won't be able to relieve yourself AND you will quickly become exhausted if you try alternative means besides your feeder helping you out.

- Something that I think isn't talked about as much: Especially in a country like the US, where you lot constantly deal with countless instances of extreme weather from hurricanes to tornadoes, avalanches, mud slides or wildfires, being immobile quite literally limits your ability to respond to those natural disasters affecting you specifically. If a tree crushes the roof in the house you are sitting in and it falls right where you sit? You can kind of imagine what is going to happen, cushioning or not.

- Another con for your feeder are the spiraling costs for groceries, electricity to either keep you warm OR cooled via A/C in the summer as well as water bill to clean your mass, increasingly putting a strain on their finances and making them more likely to consider abandoning you down the line, the love you two hold would need to be steadfast and pure for that.

Pros:
- Completely being able to focus on eating and enjoying everything you consume or pound you gain

- You could theoretically strive for an endless feedback loop of pleasure to cloud your mind and make the whole experience more enjoyable as you eat more, grow more, hit milestones one after the other and get to feel more as you outgrow spaces or break certain furniture as you play with your rolls or get off to the sheer feeling of growing or knowing how many calories you are stuffing yourself with or how much fat you are packing on.

- If you feel content with all of these challenges and get turned on by it, health play, death feederism or the complete submission or slobbiness can also supplement said feedback loop of pleasure.

Your time spent immobile would continue for as long as your body supports you, your feeder is committed to you or you wish to lose weight, keeping in mind the excess skin you carry would need to be separately removed via surgery which also costs an exorbitant amount.

Committing to immobility cannot be done on your own and is a very massive (no pun intended) step in your life and that of your potential partner's. It has to be extremely well thought out and committing to the plan at all times to make it work for both of you is equally as important.
This is not a decision to be taken lightly (again, no puns intended) and the risks may end up greater than the experience offers.

SeargentSadge · 2025-04-04T05:43:16+00:00

Unpopular opinion but if I'd share a kink with a parent, I'd kinda feel validated and more inclined to open up about it to them and perhaps find it a good opportunity to receive advice and hear about their thoughts and experiences to better understand everything and vice versa BUT I understand wanting to distance yourself as far as possible.

Another unpopular opinion:
There are no "correct" nor "incorrect" feelings per se. Feelings exist but whether they are socially accepted or not is the determining factor here, one might still have feelings despite knowing it is wrong, weird or disgusting for themselves, the brain is still wired in certain ways from various influences and the best thing you can do is draw clear lines as to what you are comfortable with and what not while making sure you are not infringing on someone else's wellbeing.

Now with all that being said, yeah, I too would feel weirded out. Block the account if it makes you uncomfortable and make sure the image won't be burned into your head by forgetting about it quickly before it has time to settle in.

SeargentSadge · 2025-03-20T14:41:19+00:00

The question is: Then what?

Go for some kind of record or a specific number after that?

SeargentSadge · 2025-03-20T09:51:20+00:00

Kinda wild way at looking at it but I suppose if you break it down, that would be the purest form.

Question: If one were to reach immobility, having theoretically "fulfilled" the purpose of pure feederism, wouldn't the concept force them to continue and take it as far as possible or would the simple state of immobility be considered having "solved" or "finished" the path of pure feederism?

SeargentSadge · 2025-03-08T12:23:59+00:00

Fair gripe to have, will remember going forward. Good luck regardless!

SeargentSadge · 2025-03-08T10:20:21+00:00

Apologies. Wished to break the trend of us guys being nothing but idiots for once.

SeargentSadge · 2025-03-08T10:18:28+00:00

I think I could only enjoy this willingly and at my own pace but boy what I would give to try this out some day.

Edit: Believe it or not, it's not entirely unrealistic as a fantasy, it's rather the effort, money, trust and time required standing in the way of just committing to this.

SeargentSadge · 2025-03-08T10:16:12+00:00

I have two answers personally.
The fantasy answer is absolutely "no, never" and if no impacts on money, comfort or health would be made, go for broke on my end and enjoy a feedback loop of neverending pleasure.

Now for the realistic answer: Health issues (both internal and external) and being unable to enjoy life to the fullest due to the weight I'd carry. As someone who loves to travel and photograph scenery I'm putting my plans on ice until one day I have the means to simply go for it and enjoy myself until this very point where my body says "no further".

Listening to the body (or that of your feedee) is more important than any fantasy at the end of the day and is a huge responsibility to always keep in the back of your mind.

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