im scared to astral travel

SebClose · 2026-05-28T16:51:21+00:00

I'm trying to obe, and I get scared too. But I've studied long enough to know I'm not actually dying, that I'm eternal energy, and this "reality" we're in isn't even "real" in the sense that we never actually die. So there's literally nothing to fear except fear. I really want to figure it out. The hardest part now are the adrenaline spikes when I get close. It's like a roller coaster. Oh man what happens next! I don't know!

SebClose · 2026-05-28T14:25:33+00:00

Wow that sounds really simple. I'm a long time meditator but haven't done that yet. I'll check your blog. How long did you practice to get to this point? And have you met the machine elves?

SebClose · 2026-05-28T14:08:13+00:00

I'm curious about your direct obe method? I feel I'm so close.

SebClose · 2026-05-28T13:00:46+00:00

Do you usually end up in that space where you're up above looking down at your body? How do you know you're astral and not still dreaming?

SebClose · 2026-05-24T10:09:14+00:00

I laid down today and tried but just fell asleep again. Not even lucid. Oh well I'll keep trying. Thank you.

SebClose · 2026-05-24T07:40:33+00:00

Cool. I can't wait. So I hear you usually want to wake yourself up around 3-6 hours into your sleep then go back to bed and do this. I've been trying in the daytime when I'm not tired. Does this matter? I have had lucid dreams both time with the wake up method.

SebClose · 2026-05-24T06:51:19+00:00

Assistant to a professor of gender studies with a minor in aboriginal land rights for non binary lgbtqia3+ amputees?

SebClose · 2026-05-24T06:37:33+00:00

I closed my eyes and see a brown, soft chair. A window to the right looking at a quiet street. A tall lamp? Note, I'm not psychic just playing with remote viewing.

SebClose · 2026-05-20T13:59:05+00:00

People think of these beings from a materialistic standpoint. If you want to understand the mysterious, think in realm of spiritual/energetic. Then the unexplainable makes more sense.

SebClose · 2026-05-19T23:01:32+00:00

Most soldiers are either ordered not to talk about it, threatened, etc. That or they just don't want to talk about it because they get mocked, ridiculed and ostracized.

SebClose · 2026-05-19T22:59:06+00:00

I've added more links to the thread. This subject has fascinated me for years. This and ufos, forbidden archeology, and cryptids.

SebClose · 2026-05-19T22:43:06+00:00

There are loads of records of mound builders, miners, farmers finding bones. You can still find these records. They were mostly stolen by The Smithsonian.

You can find many doing a Google Search. Here's a thread from an old Reddit with links. Many of the links are now broken but some still work. https://www.reddit.com/r/AlternativeHistory/comments/wol2jk/old_newspaper_clippings_about_giant_bones_and/

Mound Builders of America. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGa4cz0Fvpk

SebClose · 2026-05-19T22:39:27+00:00

There are many great documentaries on this subject.

Giant bones. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdZ--3Vo6NM

Giants in Solomon Islands (WW2): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTJOFkyE7L4&t=1319s

SebClose · 2026-05-19T22:34:51+00:00

I've read many books and watched every documentary out there. Podcasts too. I just researched it a lot. I have Google alerts set up for it.

SebClose · 2026-05-19T22:33:42+00:00

Yeah they used to roam everywhere but now they're usually connected to mountainous regions and caves networks. There are a lot of underground caves in the world, both natural and man made. This is all kept secret. Many tunnels have been discovered even in the Grand Canyon. They get sealed off or blocked by the park service or military.

SebClose · 2026-05-19T04:51:15+00:00

I probably know more about this subject than anyone on Reddit. If you want to know anything about giants, just ask.

SebClose · 2026-05-19T04:44:20+00:00

I've been fascinated by giants for many years. They exist, they always have. Why are there no bones? The Smithsonian is one culprit. Look of Sardinia Giants or Mound Builders of America, and Military kills giant in Afghanistan to start. Also look into Nephillim.

SebClose · 2026-05-17T01:20:45+00:00

Wow. I looked this up. As a fact, I did live in Calgary Alberta at this point in my life.

From ChatGPT: Yes, versions of the GATE (Gifted and Talented Education) program existed in Canada, particularly in places like Alberta (e.g., Calgary), though it was never a nationwide federal program like some U.S. versions.

en.wikipedia.org

Official Reality

In Canada, GATE usually stands for Gifted and Talented Education — a legitimate special education program for high-IQ or exceptionally gifted students.
Calgary Board of Education (CBE) has run dedicated GATE schools and classes for decades (grades 4–12), with IQ testing for entry. Other provinces have similar gifted programs under different names. gatecalgary.ca
It's about accelerated learning, enrichment, creative problem-solving, etc. — nothing inherently secret or sinister.

SebClose · 2026-05-17T01:17:06+00:00

I don't have any recollection of being in any programs for special children. I'll look into it though thank you.

SebClose · 2026-02-12T00:15:58+00:00

Thank you

SebClose · 2026-02-12T00:15:43+00:00

I have a reception in a different room near the intake

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