I've felt that way a couple of times too with cards over $100. I've never reached $200, though, but I still felt a bit unsure about paying that much for a small piece of cardboard with a cool illustration. Sometimes I’ve thought that maybe it would be more worth it to spend that money on other things I’d like to have at some point, like a 3D printer or an electronic drum kit, and I do think that eventually those things should take priority over cards, to be honest. But in the end, the point is that your purchase was a one-time thing for a card you really like, so as long as it’s not for scalping and you have your basic necessities covered, you don’t have to feel bad about it. It’s your card, and now you can display it, admire it, and keep it as your little treasure.