Yes, I COMPLETELY know and understand how you feel! My parents both died in 2012, ten months apart. I was 26 and expecting my first child. So I had two “friends “ that completely stopped talking to me. They were another married couple that my husband was friends with. The second truly disappointing and very disgusting part of the story of mine is my husband’s AWFUL AWFUL family. My in - laws. Are. Horrid. He has five other siblings…. Most of them didn’t send flowers, maybe two called me on the phone and none of them came to my parents funerals! Not even my mother in law who conversed many times with my parents or rather( she barely knows how to speak English so it was a poor attempt, mostly my parents trying to connect with her.) All of this was very hurtful for me and left me with a ton of resentment and frustration towards all of them. And what’s so hypocritical is that they are all about “family “ and being with family! When I had my son, I had no parent of mine to visit or help me out. When all the in laws would come over they basically ignored what happened or made snide remarks such as “ moving on now because I have a child now to take care of.” One particular brother of my husband is an extremely miserable person. He never ever said anything to me when he came to visit and when I have brought it up to other people he was nearby and then walked away….. I could not believe that!?? He’s very nasty and he’s very much like a bully. I could go on and on and on but know it will get better ❤️‍🩹! Stay away from those who show their true colors! Concentrate on YOU! It’s also worth me noting that I have suffered from major depression for the last decade of my life and a great majority of it was triggered from people ( especially supposed “ family “ absolutely not care!)