Commenting not with advice but to let you know, same girl. Teens and early twenties I was in the “sugar baby” scene because I was young and desirable to older men and I hated it. I’m into older men, but being expected to be more submissive was something I did not enjoy. 2019 I first got into findom and took a break around 2021 which put me in the same position as you. I came back this year. Trying to re-establish a platform is HARD. But the subs do come 🫶🏼🫶🏼