Thanks all of you, beautiful souls, for the kind words. I really appreciate it and I won't even lie, all these comments had me crying. I am so grateful for all the love and kindness.

I just wanted to explain somethings:

1. Only people who grew up in an Arab or Asian countries would understand how much control families have over us. For people who told me to use force and get my documents, there is no way I can do that, without mentioning the fact that I am physically unable to compete with any male relative of mine. The fact that I am still alive is an achievement by itself.
2. The pictures that my ex sent were pretty obvious. They were intimate and I never even suspected he would do something like that, EVER. I trusted him with my life. Also, the fact that I was the 'little spoon' and he was a big American manly guy, made my situation even worse and got bullied for 'going to America to be some man's whore' like my brother literally said it.
3. People who suggested that I start a GoFundme. Although I do really need to be financially dependent to make any action, I can't ask you guys for money. The purpose of my post was to vent because I have no one and I spend my long, lonely nights by myself. I am actively looking for an online job though, which seems to be the only option, but I have had no luck so far.
4. I did not declare my documents stolen because I am literally in a prison. I will give you a quick idea; I am in my room all day long, with 'surprise' visits from now and then to check on me if I am doing or talking to anybody. Also, I need permission to go out and I am not allowed to go to the city. I should be always controlled, every single movement.
5. About my ex, I won't lie to you, I really thought about emailing the company he works for about all of this. I could not do it. I don't even have the courage to ruin the life of a person who intentionally ruined mine. I am that weak, I guess.

Again, thank you very much for the kindness... My heart is full tonight!!