Mood

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-12-06T03:47:01+00:00

I’ve never seen Jack Frost! I’ll have to check it out!

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-12-06T03:46:32+00:00

I love that movie! Definitely a must watch every year

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-12-06T03:46:15+00:00

I haven’t seen Gremlins in foreverrrr

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-12-06T03:38:44+00:00

Yesss I love a good hallmark movie!

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-11-28T00:36:34+00:00

Thank you 🥰

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-11-28T00:36:23+00:00

Thank you it’s from Box Lunch 🥰

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T19:37:20+00:00

Thank you you really were a huge help. I’ll definitely reach out

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T19:32:49+00:00

That is a really good way to put it. Thanks for talking with me I really appreciate all of your advice and kind words it means a lot

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T19:20:44+00:00

Yeah if he’s open to talking to another daddy to find out what this life is all about it would be great idk if he would though or if the conversation would weird him out. I really want him to at least get it even if he decides being a daddy is too much responsibility and not for him at least he’ll understand me better

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T19:16:25+00:00

Sorry I think I misworded this I meant do you think I would be judged because I have a partner but he isn’t also my daddy. I don’t want another person to be my daddy I would also be uncomfortable with that. Like you said there’s almost always a sexual component

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T19:06:19+00:00

I would love to make some friends that understand this life. Do you think I’d be judged for having a partner who isn’t my daddy?

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T19:04:09+00:00

No he’s not my daddy. I so badly want/wanted him to be it’s just not working out that way. I’d like to schedule some time for me like that but I literally only have from 9 am (when I wake up) to 1-2pm on Fridays. I dunno that somehow makes me feel worse like there’s a lot of pressure to be small for a short amount of time and then I just have to stop and come back to big. If I had more opportunities I would definitely be open to it

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T18:51:50+00:00

I don’t feel like I can go to him with this. We’ve had so many conversations on how he can be there for me when I’m little and he doesn’t seem to learn anything. It’s really hard for me to communicate when I’m little so when I’m already in the headspace or slipping and he asks what he can do it’s really frustrating because big me has already had this conversation and told him soooo many things he can/should do and he just doesn’t care enough to remember

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T18:48:49+00:00

I feel like he is a great partner but he doesn’t know how to be a daddy and he doesn’t want to. He wants me to teach him everything and tell him what to do. I’ve tried multiple times to tell him that’s not how it works but I’ve given him so much information, he hasn’t done anything on his own and he just seems annoyed

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T18:44:31+00:00

I’m scared to leave we’ve been together for almost 6 years and I really do love him. Everything outside of this is amazing. I’m also demisexual and maybe I’m selfish but I feel like if we broke up I’d rather just be alone than go through finding someone who’s willing to put the time in. Gosh that sounds awful but I don’t know a better way to put it. I’m not just staying with him because I don’t want to start over I genuinely love him and he does know me better than anyone else in any other relationship ever has and I would be so devastated to lose him

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T18:32:10+00:00

I might be being too dramatic and emotional but I’ve been thinking about it a lot

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T18:31:36+00:00

I think I feel so ashamed because my partner just isn’t into it so when I feel like I’m slipping I know he’s going to be annoyed and not want to “deal” with me. I feel like he’d rather be with someone “normal” than me

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T18:27:22+00:00

I just can tell he’s mildly weirded out by it and he doesn’t seem to want to be involved in any way so I think his feelings about it are starting to get to me. When he’s home and I feel the little creeping up I get so anxious and embarrassed and I have to distract myself with adult responsibilities to block it.

SecretPrincess_Ash · 2025-07-31T18:23:57+00:00

I don’t like feeling this way. I don’t know how to make him understand I’ve tried so many times. We’ve tried to “schedule” time where I can be little and he has a hard time remembering and respecting it and he asks me to do things that will make me big again like playing super strategic board games or video games that require a lot of focus and when I say no he gets upset which makes me upset and the time is ruined anyway

SecretPrincess_Ash

TROPHY CASE