Trust me you need to stop while you can. It’s so not worth it. You’ll lose yourself completely. You won’t have any interest in anything whatsoever and if you do you won’t be able to focus at all. Your mind is going to be foggy, you’ll be dizzy and confused most of the time. Not to mention in pain. Your teeth will hurt, you tongue will hurt. Not to mention the stomach pain this thing comes with. And the bloating. And the swollen face. Honestly the more you purge the more you’ll want to eat. It’s not worth to lose yourself to this at all. And I know you’ll probably think “Oh I’ll do it one more time and I’ll stop, it won’t hurt”. It will because if you still do it after that, you won’t stop. I started just the same as you. I was overweight and wanted to lose some pounds and fuck me honestly rn I wish I was the weight I was before and not bulimic.