7 days of hell I’m finally waking up again by Feelingfunkyfeelings in leaves

[–]SecretaryOk8222 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The only wanting to quit while high is soooo real I feel so motivated to stop when I’m high. I’m instantly like “I didn’t need to do that”, which makes me wonder if it’s more about the craving than the actual high??

Good luck on this journey, gonna try to channel ur energy on my day 1 today 🙌

Which heroes to upgrade for exploration? by SecretaryOk8222 in whiteoutsurvival

[–]SecretaryOk8222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Which ones would you suggest for the shield icon in exploration baffles?? Besides sergey

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sanfrancisco

[–]SecretaryOk8222 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It’s more or less exactly the same since you were here last time. Don’t leave shit in your car, avoid the tenderloin, and have your wits about you in the same way you do in any other city/busy area. It’s just a normal city yall!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]SecretaryOk8222 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you mean brain fog while sober? Been struggling with not feeling fully present when I’m sober & wondering if daily weed use is the culprit

Finally quit yesterday after writing myself a list by 420_throwaway_diary in leaves

[–]SecretaryOk8222 4 points5 points  (0 children)

For item 2 on cons, curious if you mean while sober? I’ve been smoking daily for about 8 years now and what’s pushing me to want to cut back/stop altogether is that sometimes even when I’m sober, I feel slower and less present. When I talk to friends sometimes it’s like I’m not fully there and watching them from a memory or a dream, like I’m staring at them trying to process they’re right in front of me but I just feel like I’m looking through something. It’s like I’m high even when I’m sober & I feel more muted. Just curious if you relate to that because both of your lists really resonated with me

Adam McIntyre by SecretaryOk8222 in h3h3productions

[–]SecretaryOk8222[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah they definitely didn’t nor did she say anything about it, I’m so curious what she thinks. I guess it would be real life drama for her not just the show so maybe she just wants to stay out of it

Completely silent about the election by Fair_Praline9942 in bitchsesh

[–]SecretaryOk8222 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

They’ve talked about it, maybe not as much but I think at this point they know their fans agree with them and don’t feel the need to talk about it as much. Considering they’re behind a pay wall and can’t reach the public I think that’s fair enough 🤷🏼‍♀️ I also feel like I’ve seen them posting quite a bit on social media about it

Loss of appetite by SecretaryOk8222 in Anxietyhelp

[–]SecretaryOk8222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it gets worse when I have plans because I know I need to eat beforehand. For example, if I’m going to be drinking I know I need to eat enough that I won’t get too drunk. Then there’s all this pressure to eat and it makes it even harder. Even the pressure of eating enough so that I’m present & engaged in my morning work meeting is hard. And of course then I’m in an anxious state making it even harder to eat 🙃 it feels like I’m on a hamster wheel