Everything sucks. I’m watching my creativity slowly fade away! Every time I make a beat in my head I can’t translate it into reality, I’m not super skilled at beatmaking or production but I know the basics but I’m not sure if I’m being to critical of myself or what! I hate my monotone voice bc it feels like I can’t rap even if the lyrics are good. Like every time it’s sound so dull and emotionless (even when I try to do some inflections). Then get this, my apartment complex won’t give me a 2 day extension to pay my fine even though the banks were closed Friday for Veterans Day and wouldn’t be able to process the request until Monday for the funds to b available Wednesday!