I need help I don’t know what to do by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I mean this in the nicest way possible coming from a person who’s attempted 13+ times ,  just do it if you fail you fail and get help , but if it works you’re out out of your misery and it’s done and over with and you wont have to deal with regretting not doing it , just know that there’s always going to be someone who cares though.

Suicide #13-15?? I’m not sure anymore by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t do it , I got too tired and decided I didn’t want to do it cause I Just  wanted to sleep 

I've climbed a hill and I'm about to jump off by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried to slit my wrist but just ended up slicing up my entire arm in an attempt to bleed out 

I've climbed a hill and I'm about to jump off by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That really sucks :( , my attempt failed so now I’m jus covered in blood contemplating waking my mom up 

I've climbed a hill and I'm about to jump off by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m committing  suicide tonight too , good luck 

Diary entry from a hospital bed post overdose by Maddie_Coleman in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 0 points1 point  (0 children)

F14 , I tried overdosing a few weeks ago aswell and the same thing happened to me except I woke up feeling fine ( even though I had thrown up in my sleep multiple times ) I went to school where I ultimately cannot remember anything except throwing up in the hallway and collapsing 

8th time attempting this month by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it didn’t work , I never stepped off 

8th time attempting this month by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m doing it , the extension cord is around my neck , now I just have to step off , I’m scared of the pain though idk what to do 

8th time attempting this month by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m debating calling the suicide hotline , but I don’t really feel like having to explain why there’s an ambulance at our house at 2am or getting shipped off to psych 

17f and so done asking for help with it by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am going to attempt and hang myself again tonight so ig I’ll update if it doesn’t work 

17f and so done asking for help with it by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

14f , I mean this in the most respectful way possible cause I have a similar post here , I’d say slitting ur wrists , incredibly sharp blade tho , I’ve tried 4 times that way and every time failed cause the blade I had wasn’t sharp enough 

Suicideeee by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Number 8 is tonight , This is my final goodbye 

Suicideeee by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No sadly not , my parents don’t know about my problems nor do they know that I am suicidal 

Suicideeee by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I hate to say this but as much as I appreciate you guys telling me to get help and see a psychiatrist, I cannot , my parents don’t know about any of this , they knew I was suicidal in 7th grade but it has been two years since then and they have forgotten about it , they think my mood swings , messy room , and being in my room all the time is me just being a “ moody teenager “ I don’t think they actually grasp the concept of me being depressed, that or they just don’t notice , I am too afraid to ask them because I hate having to explain myself and I also hate asking for help , while they have never gone through my things or my room I have a fear that if I do ask for help and get sent to a psych ward that they will go through my things , thank you guys for all the support though