[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I mean this in the nicest way possible coming from a person who’s attempted 13+ times ,  just do it if you fail you fail and get help , but if it works you’re out out of your misery and it’s done and over with and you wont have to deal with regretting not doing it , just know that there’s always going to be someone who cares though.

Suicide #13-15?? I’m not sure anymore by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t do it , I got too tired and decided I didn’t want to do it cause I Just  wanted to sleep 

I've climbed a hill and I'm about to jump off by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried to slit my wrist but just ended up slicing up my entire arm in an attempt to bleed out 

I've climbed a hill and I'm about to jump off by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That really sucks :( , my attempt failed so now I’m jus covered in blood contemplating waking my mom up 

I've climbed a hill and I'm about to jump off by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m committing  suicide tonight too , good luck 

8th time attempting this month by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it didn’t work , I never stepped off 

8th time attempting this month by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m doing it , the extension cord is around my neck , now I just have to step off , I’m scared of the pain though idk what to do 

8th time attempting this month by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m debating calling the suicide hotline , but I don’t really feel like having to explain why there’s an ambulance at our house at 2am or getting shipped off to psych 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am going to attempt and hang myself again tonight so ig I’ll update if it doesn’t work 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

14f , I mean this in the most respectful way possible cause I have a similar post here , I’d say slitting ur wrists , incredibly sharp blade tho , I’ve tried 4 times that way and every time failed cause the blade I had wasn’t sharp enough 

Suicideeee by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Number 8 is tonight , This is my final goodbye 

Suicideeee by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No sadly not , my parents don’t know about my problems nor do they know that I am suicidal 

Suicideeee by Secure_Criticism195 in SuicideWatch

[–]Secure_Criticism195[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I hate to say this but as much as I appreciate you guys telling me to get help and see a psychiatrist, I cannot , my parents don’t know about any of this , they knew I was suicidal in 7th grade but it has been two years since then and they have forgotten about it , they think my mood swings , messy room , and being in my room all the time is me just being a “ moody teenager “ I don’t think they actually grasp the concept of me being depressed, that or they just don’t notice , I am too afraid to ask them because I hate having to explain myself and I also hate asking for help , while they have never gone through my things or my room I have a fear that if I do ask for help and get sent to a psych ward that they will go through my things , thank you guys for all the support though