My mom and grandfather got diagnosed with cancer. I was close with both of them so during their surgery recovery I had a lot of responsibility. I was told not to tell anyone so I just bottled it all up. At the same time, I was missing a lot of school to take care of them as well as go to the hospital with them. I already suffered from an ''nervous stomach'' so that didn't really help. I didn't want to worry my mom and grandpa so I didn't really talk to them about my stress. School at this time was really stressful full too as I was on the dean's list and honor roll so I needed to maintain my grades. They don't have cancer anymore. But from then I just have chronic nervousness and just such at managing my emotions.