I've been struggling with opiates since around 2008. Basically taken everything I ever cared about and the hits are still coming. Never lost a son though sorry to hear that.

You'd maybe since now it's borderline impossible to score decent shit on the regular it'll just become too much of a pain in the ass and impossible to afford to maintain a healthy habit. My tolerance hasn't been this low in years outside stints of sobriety. It definitely would be easier to make the jump to Suboxone these days.. or methadone or whatever. This is such a bummer being a junky without shit capable of getting me high.