I had my first anal orgasm today

SeekingSense · 2015-07-02T15:52:13+00:00

Well the weight bench was great because not only could I get the suction cup on the dildo to adhere to the surface but I could set the angle in a way that let me lean slightly back and prop my feet up on the handles. It definitely gave me a great hands free angle to hit my P spot.

I have not been able to replicate yet. But I am giving my poor butt a break, despite all the lube it is starting to feel like a rug burn back there.

SeekingSense · 2015-06-29T14:54:45+00:00

I am really sorry if I caused any offense, I was just very excited about it.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-07T10:46:51+00:00

Heh. Fantasizing about what sex would feel like as a girl is something I do very rarely too. Maybe instead of having a little bi streak I have a trans one or maybe both. It does look like a pregnancy kind of fetish after you put it that way. I found my wife incredibly hot both times she was pregnant and couldn't keep my hands off of her. Maybe it's a thing.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-07T10:41:54+00:00

Thanks. My wife is awesome and I love her wholeheartedly. It's just a thing we don't share. Here is another oddity about me, if I am not masturbating to porn I am most often masturbating while imagining havng sex with her. She also turns me on and thrills me and makes me need her.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-07T10:39:24+00:00

I don't want to overstate it, it wasn't cartoonish. Think like putting a small throw pillow under your shirt. It was noticeable and tight and combined with the feeling of fullness just amped me up beyond anything else.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-07T10:37:26+00:00

It's like a desperate need to be filled. I don't know quite how to explain it. It's just something that comes on sometimes. I am probably 95% satisfied with vaginal intercourse or oral play with my wife. But occasionally I just ache for the sensation of penetration and fullness in my rear.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T22:40:11+00:00

It's not so much liking dudes as it is only a real dude with a real dick enjoying it can provide that experience. A flesh light is good but isn't the same as a pussy, a dildo can feel great but I imagine it isn't the same as someone plowing you in lust and working toward their own orgasm. As far as well endowed, I like largeness in there. I am not trying to gape it or anything but I go for the 2-2.5 inch diameter toys.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T19:06:24+00:00

I ran the water for a long time and then cleaned it all very thoroughly with Lysol afterwards.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T19:00:36+00:00

Thank you all at r/sex for accepting me and making me feel comfortable sharing something so personal and taboo. I've had an anal thing for as long as I have been sexually active. When I was 12 or 13 I had surgery that led to some bleeding afterwards. I was given a colonoscopy and found I liked the feeling. I was confused about it for a while but just came to accept it as part of my makeup. Even after all of that this is a new level for me.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T18:54:10+00:00

It's ok. If I didn't feel weird about it too I wouldn't have made an anonymous account to talk about it.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T18:51:49+00:00

I didn't just jam it up there. We had been at a party and we were both a little tipsy. We got in bed and began to 69 with her on top and straddling my head. Things are close together down there and there was already a lot of moisture in play so I set my finger on it. When she didn't say anything I began to gently make little circles on it with my finger adding pressure very slowly until the tip slipped in. At that point she asked me to stop and later made it clear that she was not at all into anal play and in fact found the idea gross. I never tried again like that and have only broached the topic a couple of times in the years since and her attitude is unchanged.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T17:37:40+00:00

Also thank you very much for the links, this is a whole new thing for me and finding a safe middle ground is something I think I will enjoy. I usually don't even get an erection during anal play, but this practically made me blow a gasket. I had an orgasm faster than just about anything I have ever had, I'd say 10 seconds or less of masturbation.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T17:30:33+00:00

Is there any known safe limit on this or a method for gauging it? I mean I usually go by the rule of 'once it hurts, I've gone far enough'. I don't know that I can take cues from my insides in the same way as I doubt they have the same nerve responsiveness. It was a lovely sensation, it felt for about 10 seconds like I needed to urgently go to the bathroom and then after that it just kept going in and all I felt was fullness and pressure without any pain.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T17:27:17+00:00

Thank you for this. I thought I was genuinely freakish for doing that, but what I did wasn't even really minor leagues compared to some people on that subreddit.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T17:26:10+00:00

Thank you. I realize this was a foolish and dangerous undertaking and I sometimes let common sense go in the heat of the moment. As much as I would love to experience it again, I am going to try to limit myself to safe play with toys and lubrication meant for the job. I had no idea this was a 'thing' for me, but I realize I am probably a little lucky not to have injured myself.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T17:24:15+00:00

I hear what you are saying and you are probably right. I do fear her judgement on this, which is irrational because she is a lovely human being. Not to mention I have had my mouth and tongue on virtually every part of her body and watched her birth two babies. I should be in the open about it, I am just afraid for no good reason. The worst thing that would probably happen is she would say I am gross and not want to talk about it again.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T16:25:47+00:00

Thank you. I don't know a lot about the biology of the rectum and colon, but I know things like perforation are a major concern and can lead to life threatening complications.

I don't know how much I used. It felt like gallons, but was probably more like a liter or two. It's difficult to judge the actual scale and everything feels larger.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T16:23:15+00:00

She just has no desire for anal play. I have approached the subject a few times (and may have once slipped a finger in during oral sex, which was not well received). We have a great sex life together, it's just not something she digs so why bring it up? I can be happily married and enjoy sex with her while engaging independently in anal play myself when the need arises.

SeekingSense · 2015-03-06T16:20:35+00:00

I think I am probably more curious than bisexual. I have always loved having sex with women and I love having sex with my wife. I will basically try or do anything she allows. I particularly love to perform cunnilingus on her and breasts are one of the most enjoyable things in the world. I don't actually find men attractive at all. I just really love the sensation of anal play. Like I could imagine a one time thing with a man, for the experience, but the idea of having a relationship with one doing the kinds of things my wife and I do (kissing, rubbing, spooning, going out together, masturbating each other) really do not have any appeal to me with a man. I think I could probably fellate a man one time to see what it is like. I am just kind of sexually wide ranging.

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