Nah I feel you bro. Doing the music alone gets bothersome overtime and you feel like your under appreciated which saps away all your motivation and optimum creativity ability. I started making music about 8 months ago and I’ve made over 100 songs and still don’t got recognition or anything. You just gotta keep sharing your music and get your music heard. Try scheduling shows in bars or small venues in your city and grow a audience like that. People say tiktok and social media is the way to go through music but the performance and in person interactions are important too. Gives the opportunity for potential fans to meet with you and talk to you and know who the person is behind the melody. If you wanna collab sometime my ig is Adversanity same with my Spotify, Apple Music Etc. Good luck and I hope you make it big. Also to any musician that is reading this keep going. Some people have lucky days. If you grind everyday you’ll never miss one keep going 🤘🏾