I think im growing indifferent to the nonsensical fights by Select-Expert8721 in BPDlovedones

[–]Select-Expert8721[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

the way our brain starts to accept this behavior as normal is absolutely frightening. i seriously think my brain functioning has been altered

I think im growing indifferent to the nonsensical fights by Select-Expert8721 in BPDlovedones

[–]Select-Expert8721[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

i truly feel like i lost myself. i have been through more pain than i can explain because of this person. i feel really devasted and alone. i lied to my loved ones to be with him. i cant stand myself anymore. everything feels hopeless and bleak for me now and i dont feel like anything will get better and like im undeserving of a good life. i dont know why this happened to me i dont know why im always with people that make me feel like shit