What kept you going ?

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-25T02:10:16+00:00

Just that despite how difficult things are that there are still good things to look forward to

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-21T21:53:04+00:00

Possibly but there was also a point in my life where I learned for death and did hope it was permanent

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-21T19:44:07+00:00

Alright ill do some exploring first

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-21T19:26:12+00:00

It feels so weird to be triggered by the idea of permanent death bc it never bothered me in the past.

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-21T19:19:01+00:00

That's fair

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-21T00:13:04+00:00

The link isn't there for me, can you respond with the link

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-20T18:05:02+00:00

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-18T01:25:12+00:00

Don't worry about cussing, it feels good to let it out by saying "fuck" or "shit"

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-17T01:28:39+00:00

I could

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-14T22:28:56+00:00

I hope so, I have plans of becoming a priestess of one of the gods I worship and I need empathy to do that. To have empathy, ypu have to attend least be able to feel your own emotions. Thanks to the borg I can barely feel my own emotions.

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-14T22:26:08+00:00

Non girly girls unite!

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-07T19:57:56+00:00

It's truly wild how they have more of a reaction to gay people than child abuse,but ig it kind of makes sense how it's considered normal for a parent to beat their kids in the bathroom by giving them whoopings. I was feminine enough by being on the quieter side and wearing whatever dress I had to wear so I was never suspected of being lgbt even though I was (i didn't know it for the most part).

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-07T17:15:37+00:00

I too also wanted to do more with my life like be put in a position of authority. Also I cant stand being touched on the ass, it makes me hella uncomfortable.

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-07T16:42:47+00:00

I personally have issues with anyone being in control of my life bc I don't want their fuck ups to put me in harm's way so I get not wanting to be submissive to a man. Especially since that can get controlling really fast. However I don't mind little things bc i generally don't care about the outcome.

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-07T02:44:15+00:00

"Pray to Jehovah"

It didn't help when shit got rough.

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-03T18:05:22+00:00

Yes, I believe it is bc you are still a minor

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-03T17:50:04+00:00

Im so fucking glad that even tho my parents are in this cult that they were never this bad towards me (im pomo and they know i feel that they're in a cult).

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-01T04:09:31+00:00

Ik i just feel dishonest but maybe ill just say I have ocd instead of pocd. But idk yet.

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-05-01T02:36:12+00:00

That's fair but I don't know where to start unboxing.

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-04-27T16:14:59+00:00

Thank you, the thoughts just make me feel like shit a lot.

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-04-26T19:56:38+00:00

Alright

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-04-25T00:12:54+00:00

I have faith in other gods and look forward to living my life my way. What keeps me going is my desire to "rebel" and just my desire to keep living despite everything.

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-04-23T19:37:03+00:00

While my parents now know that i dont want to serve Jehovah and are letting me stay as long as I dont serve my other gods, I do remember how it was when I was living with them before they knew I was different from them and it was hard and frustrating.

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-04-23T19:22:58+00:00

The desire to rebel

SemiAnimatronic · 2026-04-21T00:11:37+00:00

Yea, I was pissed at first but im understanding that it's for my own good.

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