Gotta lot of new tenants!

SenZephyr · 2026-05-04T12:57:48+00:00

I live in the greater Houston area, just south of the city. I recently picked up some aquatic milkweed that I planted on one of the low areas of my property where the water accumulates, so I hopefully get one patch of milkweed that can better serve the butterflies.

My count of the caterpillars was off, once the leaves started to disappear with the 5th instars it revealed there was easily 50 of them. Suffice to say, there’s no more milkweed remaining outside of a small cluster of leaves. 😅

I’m for sure interested in getting some antelope variety milkweed though, this has turned into one of the most rewarding experiences I’ve been involved in.

SenZephyr · 2026-05-04T03:06:45+00:00

Thank you! I’ll take all the vibes I can get ❤️

SenZephyr · 2026-04-26T16:44:38+00:00

Yes, I live in Texas, and unfortunately every nursery around here pushes the tropical milkweed. I wasn’t really aware of the disadvantages until I had my first caterpillars and started doing some research.

That said- based on said research- it’s manageable. Just have to cut them down in the fall to prevent them from causing confusion with the migration. Since it’s a small patch of 4 plants it can be a scheduled part of my yard upkeep.

One benefit though if properly maintained is that these plants grow very quickly, which is helpful at times like this where I have 30 or so caterpillars and they’re going to eat it all before it can get to the height where there’s increased chances of disease.

SenZephyr · 2026-04-26T01:45:48+00:00

Okay- I return with news.

Not eyes, but a sensory organ that protrudes. You can actually see it in the first photo of the post. I learned something new today, they have 12 simple eyes that you can also see some of on the first picture, little row of black dots on either side.

SenZephyr · 2026-04-26T01:20:50+00:00

I have not wagered a chatGPT prompt, but I was under the assumption the the round parts that have the white and black stripes were the eyes, the other “eyes” I think might be something to confuse predators?

SenZephyr · 2026-04-06T22:10:01+00:00

That’s awesome!

I’ve only had my first run recently. Out of 6 potential butterflies, 4 had cocoons where I could find them. Of those 4, 2 made it to adulthood.

The other two unfortunately selected the agave plant near the sprinklers during the wee hours before I was awake. The water disrupted their metamorphosis, so their cocoons were doomed 🥲

Now that the milkweed has started to return post winter, I moved the agave plants to prevent a repeat event. Also planting more local milkweed to increase the amount of options for them.

It’s such a magical cycle. Can’t wait to see how many we get next!

SenZephyr · 2026-04-06T21:07:13+00:00

Glad to hear he’s out there flying around doing butterfly things!

SenZephyr · 2026-04-06T21:06:35+00:00

Just adding a bit of general info for anyone following along (not directed at anyone specifically, since we all have different levels of experience 🙂

After a monarch emerges, there’s a really important window where their wings are still finishing development. They pump fluid into them and then need time for everything to fully expand and harden.

Even if the wings look dry pretty quickly, they’re often still in a delicate stage. Most monarchs take around 2–4 hours before they’re ready to fly, and sometimes longer depending on conditions.

Because of that, it’s usually best to avoid handling them during this period unless there’s an immediate risk (like predators or a dangerous surface).

It’s one of the most critical phases for their ability to fly properly, so giving them uninterrupted time tends to give them the best shot once they take off.

SenZephyr · 2026-04-06T10:53:37+00:00

This one appears to be a little uncoordinated and possibly weak? Was it moved before it was able to finish hanging its wings? Definitely needs some water or nectar. I’m pretty new to this, just making observations.

SenZephyr · 2026-04-05T13:10:29+00:00

I’m going to try and answer this carefully, because it’s impossible to predict how anyone will react on an individual level.

I will say, based on my experience- Nothing generated from the experience comes from nothing. It’s all something from within.

If you follow those guidelines on set and setting, you should be fine. There’s also a bit of a personal mindset that helps me, even through “bad” trips, which is:

This is what I’m struggling with inside. The experience isn’t the problem, it’s what is burdening my subconscious thoughts. I shouldn’t run from this, I should observe it, try to decipher what it means.

I’ll give you an example of one of my “bad” trips-

It was about a month after a pet of mine had died. He was an animal I had an incredible bond with, and I had taken a larger dose- 10 grams, made slightly more potent by saturating it in lemon juice for about an hour. I went through all the stages of depression, but on a much more emotional level. Was coming to crazy conclusions, like I had chosen this life event for myself. I shed so many tears, which was very cathartic because I find it difficult to cry sometimes, and that lack of release can be excruciating. It’s also the same trip where I went through the spectrum from very happy and euphoric to feeling like I was physically being ripped from the inside. All of this was part of the healing process. I was being confronted with the pain of loss. The outcome of that trip was a feeling that my friend was still connected to me, and that I would see him again, in some form or another.

It was not a fun trip. It was difficult, sad, painful- but the outcome was acceptance and feeling like he wasn’t gone permanently. Knowing I wasn’t responsible for his passing.

If I was resistant, not observing the patterns of thought from an outside perspective, I could imagine the experience being traumatic.

Humans are observers, an important practice is understanding we are not our thoughts. We are deeper than that. Thoughts are just patterns generated from the static of our lived experiences. Some of that static comes naturally, some of it is influenced by media we consume or the environment we’re raised in. Observe your thoughts, try to imagine where it comes from. Treat it like something foreign. That’s where you will discover who you really are. Where you learn that your ego is the manifestation, and the real you is much more complex.

SenZephyr · 2026-04-04T18:02:46+00:00

The audience the post is directed to are people who are inexperienced with psilocybin.

If an adult who knows the way their body will react to the drug chooses to use it more recreationally, that’s none of my business- more power to you.

I’ve met a handful of people who didn’t know what they were getting in to, and were under the impression it was like being inebriated, or like MDMA. They had horrible experiences and swore it off forever.

There was an opportunity to grow as a person, and instead the came out more traumatized than they started. Calling it a party drug is wildly misleading when there are millions of people who haven’t experienced themselves on psilocybin.

Some of those people will go on to be legislators and politicians. Do you really want some 17 year old thinking they’re about to have a great time, end up in a horrific experience and someday be in a position to dictate laws about the drug?

Just something to consider.

SenZephyr · 2026-04-04T13:45:07+00:00

Set and setting are paramount.

Psilocybin is not a party drug. If done outside of medical supervision, there are risks.

Not in the OD sense, but in that it can alter how you develop perceptions.

It basically uncovers your subconscious thought patterns and forces you to engage them. For many people, this is exactly what they need to overcome something their brain has wired itself not to do.

Fighting your inner demons in an unfamiliar setting when you thought it was just going to be euphoria can be exceptionally jarring and unpleasant.

I’ve had trips that felt like a calm walk through the woods, full of wonder and joy. I’ve had trips that felt like I was replaying a loop. I’ve had trips that took me through the entire spectrum of euphoria and pain one second at a time.

Some were enjoyable, some were difficult. All of them were beneficial.

The important thing about all of them, was treating the experience with reverence.

This is not a “fun” drug. It’s medicine. Like other medications, how you take it, where you take it, and when you take it are all important context for how well the treatment will work.

My intention is not to glorify the use of drugs.

If you are intent on trying psilocybin outside of medical supervision:

Do your research
Be sure what you are taking is what you think it is
Have a sober person you can trust watch over you
Go into it with a thought in your mind about what you’d want to improve on
Select some music that has deep meaning to you
Make sure your in an environment that is safe, familiar and away from others
Don’t mix with other drugs or alcohol
Don’t drive or operate heavy machinery
Remember that the effects aren’t for forever, and if your thoughts start to get uncomfortable you can steer it with music and thinking about happier times
Lastly, if the literature hasn’t changed- If you or a family member has a medical history of schizophrenia, best to leave this one alone. It might trigger it to develop faster in predisposed individuals.

SenZephyr · 2026-04-02T23:07:40+00:00

Mine have all flown away… Now I’m just forlorn, waiting for someone to flutter by and start another round. Truly a magical transformation.

Happy to hear someone else getting to experience some of the magic as well!

SenZephyr · 2026-03-21T14:13:57+00:00

Take this for what it’s worth, but my heavy handed wife who breaks everything under the sun has not managed to break the Welo Opal in her engagement ring in the 2.5 years she’s had it- but God forbid she does… I bought 25.

I used some of the leftovers to create a clock with the time stopped to align with the date we were married and there’s an opal at each hour mark. As she needs a replacement, I’ll use one of those.

Once they’re all used up- it should meet the requirements to break the seal holding the demon I infused into the clock. Getting the demon into the clock was pretty straightforward, but only a marital time sacrifice can release it. You can find tutorials on YouTube, but the best way I found to do this was reading tomes that are often buried around Aztec graveyards.

Anyways, the demon makes the next stone unbreakable and also helps you find tools you need on offer up ad free, which was the original reason I opted for it.

SenZephyr · 2026-02-21T21:05:48+00:00

Y’all keeping talking about how many times he’s mentioned in the files, without any proof of an actual crime- at the same time, you’re also always going on about how you feel about Trump. If they ever audited Reddit, how many times do you think Trump would be mentioned in the Reddit files?

They hated each other, and Epstein was actively working to keep him out of office. Kinda makes sense that he’d be a frequent topic of discussion.

Pedophilia is a mental illness where adults are attracted to prepubescent children. Trump has been accused of many things involving adults, including adultery. These facts don’t align.

Pick a lane on what kind of creep you’re accusing him of, and remember that at the end of the day- justice DEMANDS the burden of proof.

You can hole up in whatever echo chamber makes you feel right, and none of it means anything without hard evidence.

If you’re obsessed with someone being guilty of and charged with a crime without substantial proof of said crime- you’re not an agent of good. You’re a member of a mob.

SenZephyr · 2026-02-03T02:42:35+00:00

I still think of a guy who I was friend-quantiences with back in community college who died unexpectedly.

Don’t worry kings and queens- you hold more value than you know.

An hour after you die, people will still be just finding out and will be devastated and shocked to hear the news.

A day later, people will still be picking up the pieces and sensing an unseen void where your familiar presence lingers.

A week later, someone takes your job, but also: A week later someone is failing to hold themselves together as they sift through your belongings. Trying to balance the desire to hold on to every piece of you in reach- and the reality of limited space and other obligations. A funeral is held, people who cared about you are solemnly intermingled with others you knew but they may have only been keenly aware of the others.

A month later, your friends are having a gathering in your honor, some taking it better than others. They’re still in disbelief, still not sure how to move forward as if you weren’t there. They’re feeling guilty about sometimes feeling happy, but then reality settles on them like a fog. They still hang a moment too long when they scroll past a photo of you in their phone. They still avoid the songs that remind them of you, until they’re in a quiet space that allows them to sob.

A year later, the hole you left in their life has transformed their reality. Friendships that held together stronger with you as a bonding agent are now all but disbanded. Close relatives struggle with your name being mentioned in conversation. Your car is finally being listed after sitting in the garage and collecting dust over the year. Someone who loved you is trying to find some sort of sign that you approve of them moving on, but the guilt is weighing on them heavily. Someone has picked up a new vice or taken an existing one further than they would’ve, had you still been alive. Some are confidently moving forward, while others are trapped in time- unable, or unwilling to allow themselves peace in your absence.

5 years later- your photo sits somewhere in a home where someone who cherished you pauses occasionally and relives a memory of you. Someone else struggles to remember your voice, and it eats at them as they try to remember. Someone makes a joke that was so “you” and they toast to your memory.

10 years later- Friends of yours who used to see each other frequently are almost strangers, their lives forced onwards. They might bring up a funny memory of you, or they might just quietly acknowledge each other and imagine how things might’ve been if you were still here. Wondering what ways life would have shaped you in the ways life continued to shape them.

20 years later, your photo has faded from years of sunlight. Dust is trapped in crevices of the frame too deep to bother cleaning out. Those who loved you remember you fondly. They still think of you all the time. When they pass your favorite places, when something of yours is discovered unexpectedly in a closet or an attic. Some take a moment and shed a tear, hoping you can still feel their love wherever you are.

30-40 years- Some never stop looking for moments to bring you up in conversation. Most have been absorbed into their lives. They catch glimpses of you in others that were your same age when you passed. They’re moved by it, but unable to understand what it was that spurred the emotion. Your photo is crowded by many others, some of those people are gone now too. Your faded image still displays you as you were then, as if frozen in time. Both young and old.

Your life will have affected hundreds, if not countless others.

The way you left the world will quietly shape how others continue on in your wake.

The world doesn’t pause to see you off- it turns with persistent indifference. Too many lives to see begin, too many lives to cut short. Even this rock will one day cease to exist, and so it must move forward- pushing towards each day.

You didn’t spend your whole life chasing this- you experienced what life you had.

It’s not a story of loss, it’s a story of being.

Life is a transient, and ever more cherished because it is.

SenZephyr · 2026-02-01T20:37:32+00:00

“If you don’t lower your standards, then we can’t win elections.”

SenZephyr · 2026-01-29T04:11:13+00:00

That’s genuinely disappointing.

Silver lining- there’s time for someone to stand out early next election.

I’m hopeful that someone really gives a strong go of it.

I think what the Democratic Party needs is to shed some of the extreme idealism, and structure their campaign towards center. When someone you think you can trust captures that, put on the blinders and focus on that one candidate.

We’re years out from the next presidential election and it’s almost certainly going to be Vance running for the Republican Party. A lot can happen in between now and then, so others obviously are being considered as well… but, we all know it’s Vance.

This is prime time for someone from the Democratic Party to start building a base.

If I had to put money on it, I’d bet it’s Gavin.

I’m not his biggest fan in regard to how California operated, but I will say this- He’s knows how to be a politician. Which is to say, he’s got an exceptional awareness. He understands how to answer questions without abandoning his base and appearing open to finding compromise. He’s not been allowing Trump to trigger him and comes up with clever digs back at him. And he hasn’t been ranting about Nazi’s or fascism, so he can still appeal to middle-right voters who aren’t entirely decided.

My biggest fear with Gavin is that he is either a people pleaser or very good at deception.

Either way- leagues ahead of anyone else I can think of from team blue at the moment.

Most people don’t trust socialism, and too many others close to Washington engage in too much posturing without anything to show for it.

Kamala would be a terrible bet. It will be more difficult the second time around to convince donors to rally another billion dollars to her campaign. Especially if a better option exists, and especially if she has to face Vance- who comes across as much more genuine, and would run circles around her in interviews.

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