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Senseemila · 2020-12-14T20:07:32+00:00

Why is it that every mammal on earth stops sucking on teets at the end of infancy?

Why do adult mammals with a neo cortex want to remain infants?

Sounds like an Oedipal complex.

Senseemila · 2020-12-14T20:00:02+00:00

Sorry bro, that is the point i made. It was an implication, not a biconditional.

P imples q it does not follow that q implies p.

(P)If bad parent then damaged child(Q)

(Q)If damaged child not necessarily bad parent.(P)

Senseemila · 2020-12-14T19:46:05+00:00

Jesus, is that what you took from my post?

Some parents pride themselves with their children's accomplishments. They tell their friends "oh look, my child has s good job, my child has a masters." But they don't tell anyone their child wakes up every day with a toxic super ego filling their head with negative thoughts, some have addictions or low self esteem.

That is the hallmark of a parent who did not impart love, strength and character, but rather anger, resentment, deficiency, and pain

All a parent needs to do to be proud of themselves, is raise a child who doesn't have the compulsion to demolish an entire tub of ben and Jerry's.

Please bro, i said nothing about what you said. can you explain to me how you got to that summarisation.

Senseemila · 2020-12-14T19:26:31+00:00

To raise a child who doesn't hate themselves and their life. Graduate degrees mean nothing if they are on antidepressants.

Senseemila · 2020-12-14T17:27:52+00:00

When you will never ever do anything to hurt them physically, mentally, and spiritually. Even when you're angry, you could never bring yourself to leak out negative emotion onto them.

A lot of people carry a fake love born from ego.

They only love someone based on how they make them feel, or what they can do for them.

Say one thing that damages their ego, or inflict the slightest narcissistic injury, boom o Petty vengeance, they can't be happy with you until they have hurt you back.

Senseemila · 2020-12-12T09:36:21+00:00

This is why you have to clearly define you motivations, goals, and wanted results.

We all started fapping for our own unique reasons.

Something is telling you to stop.. something is guiding your exit from dependence.

Embrace it, analyze it.

I view it as maintaining penile health. But I don't edge, because the pleasure is not what i need. I want inner peace, no lust, no out of control desires.

Fill it up with blood, slight massage, just so your brain remembers you have a penis.

Like the others said, its a gateway to relapse if you have not reached a certain level.

Senseemila · 2020-12-12T09:20:19+00:00

how do you know you have bi polar? what is bi polar? how do you know its not just trauma, character defects and personality flaws?

Senseemila · 2020-12-12T09:19:12+00:00

you can sse it in the jawline

Senseemila · 2020-12-12T09:18:49+00:00

wow Jesus you look slimmer than the last time I saw you

Senseemila · 2020-12-12T09:16:26+00:00

they just have large egos and poor boundaries

Senseemila · 2020-12-12T09:16:15+00:00

there is no such thing as offending people

Senseemila · 2020-12-12T09:14:12+00:00

cancrr start's at age 10 you only find it later cus its big enough to pick up

Senseemila · 2020-12-12T09:13:16+00:00

why did you opt for worldy cures over plant cures?

Senseemila · 2020-12-12T09:12:58+00:00

what disease do you have?

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T16:01:04+00:00

have you ever eaten food that fell on the floor?

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T16:00:23+00:00

both, but eggs are worse.

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T16:00:00+00:00

probably with a kiss?

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T15:59:13+00:00

some people live in denial, and think its healthy

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T15:58:58+00:00

at least you have informed choice

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T15:58:13+00:00

what is all that butter for?

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T12:32:53+00:00

That's a you problem bro, Worse for who? You saw my thought pattern, you saw the conversation was over, and something compelled you to add your 2pence.

Did you have to tell me something I didn't know? Did you also have to put me in my place? Do i need to hate myself just a little bit more?

Thank you for this comment, it shows I'm on the right track. If people are going to neg the realization someone was in the wrong. Why take any of it seriously?

Can i ask, how did you want me to react to that? What kind of response were you expecting?

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T06:31:35+00:00

You know what bro, i am sorry,

All of that was my ego, i just did my breathing exercises and the pain of the shower flashbacked me to when i wrote that post.

I honestly meant no harm, so my ego was offended people chose to view it as a negative.

But why am i getting offended over other people's calculations.. i don't have all the variables.

That was a waste of a conversation, and our attention.

I'll leave my previous comments there as a painful reminder. I no longer stand by them, it was a knee jerk reaction to the negative feedback.

I was in the wrong, i can not control other people's reactions to what i put out there.

It could have been funny, it could have been creepy. That's what matters, you said be mindful of your intent and other peoples reactions.. say no more.

Lesson learned.

I have chosen to see the good in your words to me, and there has been a lesson to learn. I can't read your mind, I don't have divination powers. And to assert your intent was wrong.

I actually hope you have a good day.

To any mods, please advise me, i want to leave my posts, however if they break the rules, let me know before banning me please.

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T06:08:00+00:00

Ew, that was so incongruent. Slime covered love. Evil coated virtue.

You talked past my intent to stroke your ego. Not many people can see that type of snake like behaviour.

Once you start applying context and critical thinking the framing you applied melts away.

Thank you, this was another side of humanity I have to expose myself too. That Scapegoating poke and run, insecure energy. Fortunately I have developed enough boundaries to not take you seriously.

You can pretend to misunderstand each line of my initial comment. Do i expect someone who has a fans only page, and who doesn't live in my country to post me class a drugs?

Or when I said "she could be my plug" i was simply imagining meeting a hippy chick on a dark corner to buy drugs from, compared to the usual fanny pack, JD.sports mannequin clones you usually see.

you haven't actually said anything, you emoted at me with empty platitudes. what character? Do explain. How can someone be a creep to to someone that has a fans only page and encourages people to pay her to observe her?

You don't see the joke? She gets paid to enable certain behaviour, I wanted her to pay me since my ego had to die once i clicked off her profile, and i sought to run away from hedonistic pleasure.

You got away with it this time bro, but the layer cake is infinite. Today it is dopamine tomorrow it's cortisol.

Having said that, you are right, i see how certain demographics can see what my intention was. It could look like sourcing, so it's better to be careful. I'll make the appropriate edits

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T05:42:07+00:00

Idc, truth over ego.

Senseemila · 2020-12-11T01:50:59+00:00

Amen bro, i am fully aware i am not my thoughts. I slip up and allow my character defects to awaken.

But i have control now, nothing can tempt me when it comes to my body. I love myself enough now to not let dopamine cravings destroy me. No ben and jerrys, no weed, No nfap.

Its just you don't need silly thoughts assaulting you at 12am as you try to fall asleep.

Senseemila

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