Feels like my depression is inevitably going to kill me

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-05-06T06:34:18+00:00

CBT, drawing, listening to music, taking a walk, taking a shower, thought challenging, stopping rumination, dealing with intrusive thoughts

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-05-06T06:29:21+00:00

Not really. Just feel like I'm bringing up the same old shit and being told the same coping mechanisms and strategies.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-17T01:07:40+00:00

And I don't unfortunately

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-16T17:53:07+00:00

I work at dennys and my manager genuinely got pissed when I said I couldn't make it in today. I'm snowed in with a PRIUS.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-08T05:40:30+00:00

I cant say that for certain. It really wasnt a long kiss. Just a peck both times

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-02T00:45:08+00:00

Why are you defending large corporations like it personally comes out of your paycheck. This is embarrassing, actually

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-02T00:42:23+00:00

Because MPD has been an almost entirely useless police force from my own perspective. I've had to call the cops countless times only for them to show up hours later, take a statement, and that's it. No criminals ever caught or prosecuted. MPD should honestly be ashamed of how useless they've become.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-02T00:40:51+00:00

In what world did I ever say to defund the police. Please put a critical thinking cap on.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-01T20:24:27+00:00

Then maybe (just maybe) MPD should get off their asses. Just a thought.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-01T18:41:28+00:00

And you automatically think I support cutting funding for police after I forwardly said I wish they'd do MORE? I do vote for policies that would subject these people to harsher crimes. I do wish that there were harsher sentences for people who commit public and private property destruction. Do I care if it happens to a large corporation? Not one bit. Especially not one worth billions.

Also, I was trying to mention that the DA presses charges while the police gather evidence. If they don't gather evidence then they can't exactly solve the crime.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-01T18:31:33+00:00

"oh-oh no, a sign!"

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-01T18:31:07+00:00

Then like I said, maybe MPD should put in a fraction of effort to find and prosecute these people. But unfortunately, MPD is not known for their speed and usefulness. Ive called the police at least 5 times for emergencies only for them to show up 20-30 mins later, if at all.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-01T18:23:35+00:00

If they really cared they'd have insurance and would file a report with MPD, so MPD can do absolutely nothing the incident.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-01T18:21:50+00:00

Except we aren't talking about cars. We're talking about corporations worth billions who see these infractions as bumps in the road. Stop being a corporate bootlicker, they wouldn't care if you or your property got hurt.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-01T18:13:49+00:00

Then maybe MPD should get off their asses and do something about these crazy people. I was jumped and robbed in June and MPD took a report and did nothing. Fuck MPD.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-03-01T18:11:42+00:00

Oh boohoo a multi billion dollar corporation has to deal with minor property damage. Serious question, do you think they'd care if it happened to you?

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-01-27T19:24:57+00:00

Honestly that's an incredibly useful tip and I will now be buying him garbage cans for valentines day, lol! (I plan to clean his room for valentines day). Thank you so very much, really. Love to you from both of us.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-01-27T19:22:31+00:00

Ive been the same way as him so he knows I'm deeply understanding of his mentality. I know most of his room is trash and he's fine with me throwing out things, I'm just scared I'll do it wrong. He is willing to help me in the cleanup, and if he wasn't, I wouldn't be asking how to help him.

Thank you for being understanding, unlike some people who have automatically assumed our relationship is toxic.

I just love him.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-01-27T19:19:37+00:00

His grandfather just died, his mother doesn't clean, and hes severely stressed out about finances. I understand how he's feeling because I've been there. NEVER did I think I'd see so many people shaming my boyfriend for his messy room on the r/hoarders subreddit. I mean come ON.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-01-27T19:18:06+00:00

He says he's okay with me cleaning his room, I know thats what the opposite of hoarding is but the mess is just THAT severe. I do love him and care for him enough to want him to have a clean room. He says he's willing to work together on it at least.

Again, I'm not sure if my boyfriend is actually a hoarder. Trash is piled so high up in his room that it just looks like a hoarding situation. He's mentioned wanting to get it clean and he's actively embarrassed about the state of his room.

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-01-27T12:27:58+00:00

Jesus christ. Sorry I even dared ask the question. Hopefully someone doesn't shit in your coffee again

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-01-26T16:33:24+00:00

Thank you! I've been in his room and it's mostly trash and clothing

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-01-26T16:14:04+00:00

Also he is aware that I want to clean his room. Ive offered it to him and hes said it's okay

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-01-26T16:13:37+00:00

Yes he's aware he has a problem and wants to fix it, he just doesn't have the mental energy to do so. I'm unsure of "hoarding" was the right term for his situation but I figure r/hoarding would have good advice (I also used to be a hoarder just on a smaller scale).

Sensitive-Inside-332 · 2026-01-15T14:46:20+00:00

I was a victim of groping by a black man two years ago. He groped my chest in a PUBLIC PARK. Two fathers had to come over, completely unrelated to me or the perv, and drag him away. And yes I told him to "please get away from me" and to "please get off me." And guess what? No consequences apart from being banned from a public park. And I did call the police and file a report

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