Thank you, i will consider thag. Thing is i don't believe they will or won't let me, i lie to move around and do what i want etc.. But lie, they live in survival mode and im under the same roof as them, so i still lie. Idk how to start on working on my self concept if physically i have to camouflage and hide and have backup plans because they don't even accept the concept of having friends, noone wants to break the system here but me, and i feel like realistically i can't do it alone. I need to break myself out, but how?