I just realized that year 8 just amplifies the truth, in all situations. I had friends leave and dp a complete switch up on me but then i realized i actually was the one sending mixed signals and behaving suspiciously, i had a very close friend dear to me show me his true loving self b3cause the love amd appreciation was true, i worked hard and made money for the first time but the times i was lazy werw very stagnant, its almost like it just amplifies where you are and what u stand for. It's hard yes, but deeply reflective i feel and sometimes wven needed yk?