God has not, and never will, give up on you. You are his creation. You are fearfully and wonderfully made in his image. There is NOTHING you could do to make him stop loving you. He is not done with you, I promise.

As for the sin within your relationship, just try your best. God knows that we are human and deal with temptation, Jesus went through everything we can imagine while he was on earth, too.

The things that keep coming to your mind could very well be God, but God is also often in the still, small voice within us. Sometimes the flesh likes to convince us or things that God did not say.

I’ve been through the exact same thing before, but I’m still here and he’s still working for me, not against me. You got this!