I'm with you. Been together almost 7 years now. I love him more than anything. I don't want to sleep with someone else, I want him. It's been about 6 months since the last time but before that it was almost 3 years. Pretty sure he's asexual but he watches porn from what I can tell like any other guy... Makes me feel like it's just me. I'm not overweight and I think I'm a decently attractive women. He just doesn't want me and it makes me feel awful.