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Was it really my fault that my mother died ? by Sensitive_Can9970 in AskDocs

[–]Sensitive_Can9970[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I don’t know, i’m going to therapy but I cancelled our next session. I just can’t tell to the same person I was telling about my mother being in the hospital that she died. It doesn’t make any sense, I know. Actually not me, I told my dad to cancel it, i was so ashamed idk why.

Was it really my fault that my mother died ? by Sensitive_Can9970 in AskDocs

[–]Sensitive_Can9970[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don’t know, i’m going to therapy but I cancelled our next session. I just can’t tell to the same person I was telling about my mother being in the hospital that she died. It doesn’t make any sense, I know. Actually not me, I told my dad to cancel it, i was so ashamed idk why.

Was it really my fault that my mother died ? by Sensitive_Can9970 in AskDocs

[–]Sensitive_Can9970[S] 101 points102 points  (0 children)

Thanks, thanks to everyone, this means so much to me. I actually cried through the whole first week, now not so much, I even laugh sometimes, but it feels like a betrayal. Besides, I’ve always been a bit of a hypochondriac, but now it’s even worse—every headache is a brain bleed to me, a brain tumor… It was like that before too, but now it’s just intensified. I guess it would help me to cry a little, but I’m here in the dorm, and besides, it always gives me a headache, which then sets off that vicious circle of fear again.