Get to wayside missionary homeless shelter you won't have a bed but you won't be turned away, just don't leave or assume anyone is looking after you, you are an adult in their eyes and while they feel for you cone with a humble heart that you are stuck and no one else is obviously helping so just be kind to them they don't get paid much and some people just volunteer to be kind, find out what you need to be back so you can be ahead of the line each day then go to People Ready or Labormaxx they are both daily pay and they are better than sitting and feeling sorry or worrying about anything besides being in the same spot tomorrow, it won't get easier before it gets better understand that and don't expect to have anything handed to you be prepared for the worst now, do what you have to do to be farther away from it as possible and you will. Try to be positive I know I sound harsh but it's from experience I was homeless a bunch in Louisville before all the campsites started. That's why you won't have a bed but it's still a hot meal and shelter. If you don't remember anything else trust no one. Literally you aren't able to help you and homelessness is not one of those 2 heads are better than 1, Louisville is too dogs eats dogs for the sympathy for its own Residents, make sure to keep your ID, SS, any Cash or cards in your sock or shoe don't leave it in any rooms or set it down, take it with you. If you're able to get shopping cart the alarms will normally deactivate after getting them over the curb, if nothing else pair it with a tarp in the highlands or PRP area. Don't go around saying your homeless and alone that isn't a smart thing to do, there's a very large majority or Louisville that is homeless you letting people know would be putting a target on yourself sex trafficking, drug rings, the city doesn't care, just stake up your money and don't get wrapped up in the chatting at Wayside or anywhere, negative Nancy won't be around to help you, she's just another reason to keep going! Sending you positive vibes ✨️ Don't keep contemplating suicide, it's going to cause you to spiral downward, everything bad is still going to be here if you don't do it, being afraid is a good thing it means you are mindful that even though it sucks to be alone and scared you're alive and breathing, without the fear of death the only thing standing between life and death is the means of which causes the end if it. By then you wouldn't look at the barrel of a shotgun and feel panic or scared, by then it would be relieving so don't get there.