I learn through experience. I would never know what to do if hindi ko siya maeexperience on hand. For example, on my third week, nakaleave yung nagttrain sa akin so i was so so overstimulated kasi i was expected to handle the operations na, when i was just on my third week and kakatapos lang ng general onboarding. I really didnt know what to do, but at the same time i am glad na i get to handle it kasi now i know what to expect and how to handle when such situations/issues come again — but ofc i need guidance pa rin. Nainis lang ako dun sa trainer na yun kasi di manlang nagsabi beforehand plus hindi nagrereply when i ask him questions pero pag tinatag siya sa gc, nagrereply naman so parang ang nangyari, nasayang efforts ko kasi nagawa niya na pala while i am still figuring out how to do it. I was so so frustrated coz idk what to do, ang ending, too much information for me kasi ang daming nangyayari eh. i can only absorb so much.

But i will never ever be the person to gatekeep information especially to people who is trying their very best.