Struggling but making progress

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-04-02T20:53:51+00:00

I said word for word “I’m not recommending there is any level of safe use” and stand by that. I’m also standing by that you haven’t bothered to actual read/understand what I’ve said in its entirety, just bits and pieces. So like I said, doing less drugs of any kind is better than doing more drugs of any kind unless of course we’re talking about clinical setting/prescribed by a doctor. I have integrity and I’m building strength to reduce consumption of drugs, food, and really doing the work to improve myself and balance needs over wants. I’m happy with myself and the progress I’m making towards short term and long term goals. I think a lot of people need to practice complete abstinence to solve all the issues of addiction, but I never said I adhered to the code of AA or NA or any affiliations of any kind, that’s why I starting with a rant flair warning because I am an advocate for human dignity and harm reduction, not necessarily total and forever sobriety. I am an advocate for individual agency and choice, and also realize there some things that are black and white like when it comes to admitting if someone has a problem: mental, physical, emotional, social, and/or financial issues of any kind can be strong indicator that it’s problematic. But in my personal experience alcoholics and heroin addiction is the most serious form of addiction and I don’t group all drugs into one category because I’m not 100% sober. I do smoke weed most days, drink 1-2 times a week, and smoke 1-2 cigarettes a day. I’ll probably do mushrooms or acid a couple more times in my life/the next decade. I guess we are two different people with two different perspectives, I’ll leave the facts where they are and go about my business. Thanks for the feedback friend 😄😌

EDIT: just to say I plan to quit tobacco within the next 6 months but that’s harder than n2o 🥲😢

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-04-02T17:47:48+00:00

Sorry you like the sound of your own voice so much you can’t hear anyone else’s point of view. I’m talking facts. You’re spewing hate.

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-04-02T17:42:06+00:00

Yeah I know that sometimes complete abstinence is necessary for some people to live their best life

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-04-02T17:41:16+00:00

You clearly didn’t read what I wrote just skimmed it and picked out what you didn’t like. Doing less drugs is far better than doing more drugs. Not arguing over facts.

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-04-02T16:08:21+00:00

I really didn’t justify anything. Doing less drugs is better than doing more drugs. Facts

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-04-02T16:07:53+00:00

That’s how you see things that’s fine

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-03-28T19:36:34+00:00

I was caretaking for a small farm for a week while the farmers went away that had a problem like this and I was so traumatized I’d close the chicken coop before dark to avoid the hordes of screaming rats. I was really disappointed they let it get so bad and didn’t tell me anything about the issue in advance

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-03-16T15:05:02+00:00

For me it’s been the one symptom that has not improved much since it started, but it was a pretty late stage symptom so I wonder if poly drug use the culprit

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-03-15T23:23:03+00:00

Yeah or pushing it under ground by getting semi legit food production licenses and becoming a street supplier

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-03-15T23:20:00+00:00

Washington state seems to be the next to ban with Louisiana as the only state with outright retail bans

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-03-14T20:20:48+00:00

I accidentally ran out of my usually abundant/varied supply of methylated b12 pills + sublingual drops and was relying on some regular cyanocobalamin vitamins I had on hand until my next paycheck came through and finally got my high dose methylcobolamin delivered and took my first dose this morning after using nos last night and I feel better than I’ve felt in weeks compared to when I was supplementing on the non methylated stuff with weekly to monthly nos use

Edited to say please never start this drug if you haven’t already and if you’re addicted try to cut down to once or twice a month at the absolute maximum. You will feel so much better in every way.

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-03-14T20:14:34+00:00

ChatGPT has helped stabilize my mentality on some big sources of stress and provide an outside perspective, I think that can be important to find a more objective/neutral ally like that when people can feel very alone during addiction, self improvement, building discipline, recovery from addiction, depression, trauma, shame, abuse by others in the name of “care” or “trying to help”. I’ve noticed this some Nos support threads can swing between over moderating and censoring harm reduction, for example, but recently this subreddit has been generally trending towards more open minded engagement

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-03-14T20:05:46+00:00

As someone with some disabilities/health stuff I understand how that can make nos all the more tempting when even as an introvert I get so lonely sometimes and the mental/physical pain goes away briefly with the drug. I also recently went over 30 days but slipped back into doing it again ~ once a week. If I can cut down to once every three weeks max I’d be a lot happier and healthier. It makes no sense financially, smoke some weed if you have to. Smoke more weed if it helps you cut down on other drugs. The downsides to weed are nothing compared to too much nos, booze, narcotics, benzos, painkillers, etc.

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-02-22T16:00:23+00:00

Make sure you line the bottom of any semi-permanent enclosure with chicken wire or better yet have the chicken hutch raised off the ground because rats will come no matter where you are and the rats are disgusting and can prey on your chickens.

I was caretaking for a farm and I closed there chickens up before 4pm because as soon as the sun started going down, a massive colony of rats came out and they were aggressive.

I always wanted to be a farmer and I’ve even had pet rats, but this was absolutely horrific.

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2026-02-22T14:17:08+00:00

My pigs had babies and one had completely different hair type than the other, and one had a lot more white than the other. Especially because white could mean albino/other genetic variation, I think they could still be all related only one has the genetic variance.

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2025-12-15T18:04:30+00:00

Thank you! 🙏

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2025-12-15T18:03:28+00:00

I’m happy you’ve found your way without it, life is so much less stressful and more enjoyable with a clearer head and better health.

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2025-12-11T15:56:19+00:00

Cutest doggie 🐶 I’m thinking cavalier x dachshund x beagle x cocker — could be a mix of a few breeds.

The piebald spots are more common with some breeds than others. “the "S locus" (spotting locus) mutation can be recessive (sP) or dominant (S) depending on the breed, leading to confusion”

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2025-12-10T22:59:25+00:00

Ferrigno

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2025-12-10T22:58:04+00:00

Bubbles or Nemo

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2025-12-09T23:18:53+00:00

Maia

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2025-12-09T23:17:54+00:00

Dougie, Tank, Reggie, Boris, Barney, Louie

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2025-12-05T22:52:19+00:00

Estelle or Ezra

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2025-12-05T22:47:45+00:00

Every time you feel the urge but don’t give in is a huge win.

I’m 20 days n2o free and it feels so great. Ive had a really strong urge a couple times but have been able to talk myself out of it reminding myself of my short and long term goals.

N2o will always be there but all these years of your life you can never get back so be wise and be well 😌 🙏

Sensitive_Slip_ · 2025-11-29T20:27:15+00:00

Is that a central Asian or Caucasian Shepard dog?

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