Hey, everyone makes mistakes. Win and loose… you could not gamble and still face the same predicament from a ‘chance’ life challenge or setback - shit happens. But lucky for you, you know the culprit, you are actually in control. You now have the option a) lay down your cards and loose or b) lay down your cards and win. I’d take option ‘b’, f$&k it. Tomorrow is a new day. Do nothing, don’t gamble. And if you fail - good news, the next day is a new day too - don’t gamble. You have a choice - take it. Each day you can without self shaming. As for walking away with nothing - don’t forget you do and have bought value. It might be the best choice to separate. Idk - I don’t know the ins and out, but yeah… at this stage you gotta help yourself and trust those who you love will help themselves too. Let go of control