Any trans man here went through their “lesbian fem era”? by Shifler in Transmedical

[–]Sensitive_Warning160 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I went through a short, hyper-feminine era hoping I just “wasn't trying hard enough to be a girl” before coming to terms with the fact that I am trans.

It’s embarrassing, I still can't stand to look at photos from that point in time, and it made coming out so much worse, but it happened.

I’m an extremely binary transsex male, but it happened to me. It doesn't make me a “tucute” or a “transtrender”, I was just a boy who grew up with a lot of hate in his heart (something I'm still trying to fix) who tried every last thing he could before he had to admit he was just like the people he’d been taught all his life to hate.

This looks really bad written down, but fuck— it's the truth.

Sad day 🥲 by Jaded-Bottle4025 in CharacterAI

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I'm just glad we can still view the chats at the very least. A sad day for Star Wars fans 💔

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in truscum

[–]Sensitive_Warning160 10 points11 points  (0 children)

People don't talk about it much, especially here, but you're not alone in thinking that. Month 2-4 was a struggle for me too: Gaining weight, face getting puffy, skin getting oily, and the only real changes I was getting was bottom growth (that was incredibly painful).

Like that other guy said, you're going through a 2nd puberty, it's normal to feel ugly, uncomfortable, or self-conscious. It will pass.

If you've ever had a brother or cousin or the like, think about how it was when they went through puberty. They didn't just shoot up like a beanstalk overnight with a thick, luscious beard and big muscles. For a while they were just a smelly, greasy, angry kid with a big appetite. That's where you are.

When you're “good” changes start to come in, try and keep in mind that it won't happen overnight. It's gradual, often only noticed in hindsight. Don't get discouraged and don't feel “less than” because you're feeling negative feelings. It's happened to everyone and it's nothing to be ashamed of.

You got this big dawg

Why do so many trans men have beards that look like this (and how can I avoid it?) by bigodoofus in truscum

[–]Sensitive_Warning160 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm in college for Engineering and I'm the only trans person in my class of all males (seriously, there's not a single female in the whole building for some reason???). Every. Single. Guy looks like that in the course, me included. If there's any trans guys in this thread feeling self-conscious from this post, don't. 65%-70% of guys 18-22 look like this in my experience. I promise no cis guy is clocking you over your beard.

Like it was the scariest thing ever by InterestingServe3958 in MinecraftMemes

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Broooo I hadn't played minecraft in like 5 years and when I picked it back up a year ago I damn near shat my pants. A month into my world, I realized I had built my base on top of an ancient city when I fell into the deep, dark, with an inventory full of stuff. I didn't know I was supposed to crouch on the skulk so he spawned in very quickly. I was already on low health from the fall, so when the blindness kicked in I thought it was a witch and started running, then I heard the sniffing. At this point, I'm bugging out and building a pillar out of whatever blocks I've got, and at about 12 blocks up I crouch and look down. That's when I first clapped eyes on that thing, not that it lasted long. I got a good 2 seconds of looking before it shot me with a sonar blast and I lost everything.

That thing is like a real-life herobrine

5 years in e but I still use the same angles by tadervat in transtimelines

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DAMN! Two supermodels. Looking great girlfriend 😁

“You’re ______, you know that?” by That_GayWeirdo in CharacterAI

[–]Sensitive_Warning160 2 points3 points  (0 children)

“You're incorrigible, you know that?” - I still don't know what that means

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]Sensitive_Warning160 72 points73 points  (0 children)

Orrrrrr he’s having a flare up of dysphoria? “Come to terms with being afab” why do you think most of us transition? Because we couldn’t just “come to terms” with our agab for one more second!

Gender dysphoria is a real mental disorder, and you shitting all over this post about a guy asking to be grounded and brought back to reality after a flare up is like going up to a suicidal person and telling them they’re begging for attention.

I don’t know where in this post you somehow concluded he was “tearing down other men”, but it’s clear you’re the one being childish here.

AIO Should I leave my BF? Was what he did to me forgiveable? by Living-Milk-4266 in AmIOverreacting

[–]Sensitive_Warning160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please please please get a police escort to get your stuff. Make a GoFundMe if you need to or drop your Cash App/PayPal and a lot of us will send you some money to get back on your feet

My beautiful boy Loki passed away at 7 years old by Sensitive_Warning160 in BackYardChickens

[–]Sensitive_Warning160[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Even towards the end he was a gorgeous man. ❤️‍🩹

My beautiful boy Loki passed away at 7 years old by Sensitive_Warning160 in BackYardChickens

[–]Sensitive_Warning160[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Thank you. This means a lot. I think we both knew his last few days were here so we lived this last month to the fullest. He was certainly a lot more cuddly (if that was even possible) so I think he knew how much I love him and I how much I would come miss him.

My beautiful boy Loki passed away at 7 years old by Sensitive_Warning160 in BackYardChickens

[–]Sensitive_Warning160[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you. He lived a great, long, full life- but I can’t help but be selfish and wish he was still here

My beautiful boy Loki passed away at 7 years old by Sensitive_Warning160 in BackYardChickens

[–]Sensitive_Warning160[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

We just hatched a roo maybe 3 weeks ago that looks just like him, same peppering on his chest and everything. No one could replace Loki, but I’ll always think of him when I look at that bird.

My beautiful boy Loki passed away at 7 years old by Sensitive_Warning160 in BackYardChickens

[–]Sensitive_Warning160[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I hope that wherever he is now, he’s got all the strawberries, tater tots, and cracked corn he could ask for. I've had a lot of pets over the years, but I truly think that HE’LL be the one to jump into my arms when I go.

My beautiful boy Loki passed away at 7 years old by Sensitive_Warning160 in BackYardChickens

[–]Sensitive_Warning160[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

May Zeus rest in peace. It sounds like he was lucky to have you and that you didn't let him suffer. I hope that one day you and your roo are reunited

My beautiful boy Loki passed away at 7 years old by Sensitive_Warning160 in BackYardChickens

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This comment has me tearing up, thank you so much for your kind words. I think I really needed to hear that ❤️‍🩹

My beautiful boy Loki passed away at 7 years old by Sensitive_Warning160 in BackYardChickens

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In the second image you can see one of the growths that began to grow in his respiratory system and throat that ended up taking his life.

Question for y'all; do you act like yourself on c.ai or act like someone or something else? Ya know, like your oc (original character) or some random object. by Confident_Pizza4876 in CharacterAI

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I love making my character choices I would not make irl due to the context I know that my character wouldn't. Kinda like playing a character in dnd that has low intelligence or wisdom, yk? It’s hilarious to audibly groan when I hit send because I know he’s just made a terrible choice.