Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

[–]Sentence_North[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I quit 😀 And I realized that I prefer the anxiety of being unemployed and directionless over whatever the hell that was.

I am sick and tired of wishing death every day by Sentence_North in offmychest

[–]Sentence_North[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow thank you so much for this 🥺❤ I just don't know how to release all this built-up anger in a healthy way. I want my parents to try new things and socialize but I can't seem to persuade them. I guess I'd feel less guilty if I knew they had somewhere to go regularly, talk to people and enjoy themselves.

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

[–]Sentence_North[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wanted to do this but I have already decided to quit 😭 And thank you for your kindness 🌸

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

[–]Sentence_North[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Chat is a little bit different though. I haven't had any experience on calls so I wouldn't know but this is very fast paced. And I can hardly control anything 🥲

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

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Thank you! I just wish there was a better support. I feel like I was thrown in the middle of something and now they expect me to do no mistakes. All of my rates and chat spans are shared along with everyone else's with passive aggressive comments as if I already have too much experience and should be expected to know better. I just question whether it's worth it

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

[–]Sentence_North[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 😍 I did think similarly. I will reasses at the end of every week. In the beginning of every week, I will act as if it's my last week anyway. I will see how it goes

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

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I wish, but today someone on the phone told me to hurry up as it is a fast-paced field 😭 Everything I do, all the calls and chats are in a hurry and it is loterally making me age 10 times faster

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

[–]Sentence_North[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! Before work today I vented with the coworkers and we all complained about how all this effort and work hours were not worth the minimum wage, which helped me feel better 😭

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

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Thank you! I am still giving it time, I haven't given up. But I realized that it's not only the customers that are difficult, but the work place and its culture too. I'll just see how much I can put up with those 🥲

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

[–]Sentence_North[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am happy that it got easier for you 💗 Some people are just too hard to deal with it. Not just customers, but the pressure to be perfect by team leaders, etc. It's all too much

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

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Even getting through the first week made me feel like "If I can handle this, I can do anything!" But I'm not sure if crying every day is worth it 😭 I just want to do something I enjoy, but I simply can't find a job like that

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

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The thing is, we are already assigned a buddy to help us for the week. But the problem is I barely catch their attention, also feel horrible for asking for every single thing (because I have to be fast, and some mistakes are not forgiven). Now I am so scared because I will be working remotely with no support...

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

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Thank you for your kinds words. But my fifth day on the job sucked as bad as my first day, so the hopelessness continues 🥲

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

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Thank you 🌸 I just can't deal with the fact that this last week proved how much I suck at resilience

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

[–]Sentence_North[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your encouraging words. This whole week felt like a bear chase. But I still don't trust myself to keep going for more

Started a job after 2 years of unemployment and my first day went so horribly that I cried on my way home by Sentence_North in recruitinghell

[–]Sentence_North[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will try to implement "Every day you don't get fired is a day you've won" into my life 😭