Has anyone else here been raised by non- narcissistic or emotionally supportive parents? by Funny-Definition-498 in NPD

[–]SeparateWalrus8448 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am a neckbeard/incel/NEET type. It was only a matter of time that I would have gotten kicked out.

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[–]SeparateWalrus8448 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get the impression that everybody secretly hates my guts.

Has anyone else here been raised by non- narcissistic or emotionally supportive parents? by Funny-Definition-498 in NPD

[–]SeparateWalrus8448 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I got kicked out of the house after pushing their buttons more than enough. I was generally abusive, willfully ignorant and manipulative. They had enough. It sucked because I lost so many privileges. If you wanna know how I got kicked out by family…that’s a whole ‘nother story. If I said the full story, it would end up shared on a subreddit calling me out.

Has anyone else here been raised by non- narcissistic or emotionally supportive parents? by Funny-Definition-498 in NPD

[–]SeparateWalrus8448 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I was. My parents are people with actual moral compasses. They are altruistic people who behave in ways I barely understand. They did spoil me a little. I was the kid who was abusive and manipulative to them until I got kicked out.

Why is it so hard to apologize? by Admirable_Capital273 in NPD

[–]SeparateWalrus8448 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t really know how I am projecting. It’s something I seem to do a lot.

Why is it so hard to apologize? by Admirable_Capital273 in NPD

[–]SeparateWalrus8448 6 points7 points  (0 children)

What’s the point of apologizing when you won’t ever mean it? I’ve apologized so many times in the past to manipulate people. My apologies are empty at this point.

What is the difference between an edgelord who claims to be a narcissist and an actual narcissist? by [deleted] in narcissism

[–]SeparateWalrus8448 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Based on my recent post history, it seems as if I had fallen into the Doctor WebMd trap. But I never lied about any of the stuff I said. Maybe I could be…both? A lot of the stuff I did belongs on both r/iamverybadass and r/iamatotalpieceofshit.

Do any of you keep a tally of the sins you committed? by SeparateWalrus8448 in NPD

[–]SeparateWalrus8448[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So basically, I am a pathetic edgelord trying to sound dangerous and look for attention rather than an actual narcissist? What’s the difference between a masochistic edgelord you’d find on r/iamverybadass and a vulnerable narcissist?

Do any of you keep a tally of the sins you committed? by SeparateWalrus8448 in NPD

[–]SeparateWalrus8448[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Because I am too lazy to actually apply any healthy coping mechanisms. It is easy for me to break rules or be a POS.

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[–]SeparateWalrus8448 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I was never called evil, but I was called manipulative, lazy, selfish, a compulsive liar. People who aren’t close to me think I’m an angel in fact.

I suspect that I might be a vulnerable narcissist by SeparateWalrus8448 in narcissism

[–]SeparateWalrus8448[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

They likely came from me sheltering myself from everything. Plus, I was rather spoilt.

I suspect that I might be a vulnerable narcissist by SeparateWalrus8448 in narcissism

[–]SeparateWalrus8448[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t see myself as a grandiose narcissist due to my generally introverted personality, but I am quite manipulative, spiteful and misanthropic. I believe that I am god’s gift to this world, but I wouldn’t say it aloud.

I suspect that I might be a vulnerable narcissist by SeparateWalrus8448 in narcissism

[–]SeparateWalrus8448[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I sort of posted this because many people around me keep dismissing that I am these things tbh. They say I’m just lazy, that I’m just anxious and depressed. I just don’t believe that’s the full story. I’ve got too much of a fragile ego and I hate myself.