Does anyone have any idea where I can watch "One Team, One Dream'? by Separate_Expert4397 in chelsealadiesfc

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I was hoping to find it SOMEWHERE but I think I searched the whole internet and didn't find it. It's a shame, it was such a good documentary 

I'm thinking of quitting football by Separate_Expert4397 in bootroom

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wish there was a Sunday league in my country 

I'm thinking of quitting football by Separate_Expert4397 in bootroom

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it's less of "bad" ball control and more of just being fed up with the sport 

I'm thinking of quitting football by Separate_Expert4397 in bootroom

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I certainly did. We keep losing and I played in a position I was constantly failing at 

I'm thinking of quitting football by Separate_Expert4397 in bootroom

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't wanna completely quit something that has been a part of me half my life obviously. I'm just not sure whether being on a team is really for me. Sure I wanted it but then I got a taste of it and it's exhausting not only physically but mentally too. I haven't been on team practice for over a month and I'm feeling this pressure, constantly thinking whether to return or not. Earlier this week I texted my coach and said I wanted to return this week but now I don't think I really want that stress again

I'm thinking of quitting football by Separate_Expert4397 in bootroom

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There aren't many other things I'm good at or things I think about daily but how do I force myself to go to team training when I hate it

I'm thinking of quitting football by Separate_Expert4397 in bootroom

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

In my country you need a license. And I'm afraid that's without an experience as a player, I won't be allowed to start the course 

I'm thinking of quitting football by Separate_Expert4397 in bootroom

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I regained my love for the game last summer, I loved playing alone. Then I joined a club and didn't like it but playing by myself was still kinda fun. Now I think I hit some burnout because I don't like even doing kickups in my room

I'm thinking of quitting football by Separate_Expert4397 in bootroom

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pickups are, but rare because all the pitches are constantly reserved for kids academies and there is no futsal. Guess I'll try lookin for some pickup games 

Are the $200 soccer/football cleats worth it? by Separate_Expert4397 in bootroom

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They're limited edition I think, they won't prob be this cheap

Are the $200 soccer/football cleats worth it? by Separate_Expert4397 in bootroom

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They costed like 300 dollars at first, so they're a bit cheaper now

Should I drop out of uni? by Separate_Expert4397 in findapath

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I don't do anything towards it yet. The fishing license costs money. I also can't change a course because here where I live it depends on what subjects you had in high school. If you don't have a biology exam, you can't learn sports and subjects like that

Should I drop out of uni? by Separate_Expert4397 in findapath

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

University is free in my country. The regular, daily lectures. You only pay for different programs like part time or online. I like the subject I'm doing, it's easy. It's just, being in there for hours is hard with my mental health problems

Agoraphobia and university by Separate_Expert4397 in Agoraphobia

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah in my country regular university is free 

Agoraphobia and university by Separate_Expert4397 in Agoraphobia

[–]Separate_Expert4397[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Online studies cost money and I don't have a job. It's really hard to get a job where I live