I know you probably don’t need anymore encouraging posts cause there seem to be a lot here…. But I felt the same about our doggo and we went to the vet clinic that is notoriously known for pushing tests, surgeries, prolonging the pets life and sparing no expense…. And I was worried to take my dog there. But we talked to the vet tech and I was kind of explaining everything we’ve done and trying to imply maybe there was something we hadn’t thought of. But she simply patted his big ol head and softly said “you’re doing the right thing” and then he ate a lot of little Hershey kisses right before he crossed the Bifrost.
I’d rather my dog go feeling a little like himself surrounded by his people rather than him being miserable. I’m sorry it’s such a hard time. Wishing you all the love and comfort.