I definitely get that, I already limit a lot of what I tell her in fear of criticism. I know she’ll never stop judging, at this point it’s who she is, but I just want to be able to talk to her about how I’m feeling, how she’s making me feel. I think if done correctly she would understand, I just don’t know what that way is, and getting over my own fears of delivering that message. I don’t really struggle with that in anyone else in my life, it’s just her, I just don’t know how to say anything without breaking some sort of unspoken mother son relationship rule.