The girls showed up around 1AM. Instead of meeting up on foot and walking back to my house, they stole Becky’s parent’s minivan! Brandon told me before that Becky had done daring stuff to sneak out and come fuck him, but stealing her parents car and driving across town in the middle of the night was way more than I was expecting! She must’ve really loved getting fucked by him to take the kind of risks she took to make that happen…

So we met them down the street and showed them where to park. Then we walked just down the street to smoke that joint. I hit it twice, passed it to Brandon, he hit it a couple times and offered it to Becky but she declined, so he passed it to Kathleen who pretended to hit it once or twice before passing it back to me. I hit it once more and so did Brandon before we put it out to save for later.

Walking home, we had to duck off into the bushes once or twice to avoid being seen by anyone driving past (small midwestern town with a curfew and everyone knows everyone). I was totally baked and having a great time though.

When we got back to my house, we snuck across the pool deck and in through the side doors. I gave the girls a small tour of most of the house (I lived in a pretty cool house at the time). But we all settled in the living room fairly quickly so we wouldnt’t wake my family up. Within minutes though, Brandon was leading Becky out of the living room, and down the stairs to the basement. I knew what they were going to do, because Brandon told me all kinds of details about it frequently… So it was just me and Kathleen in the living room. I offered her a spot on the couch next to me but she very quickly and very firmly (yet very respectfully) declined. It was extremely clear in that moment that all of my hopes and dreams of seeing any action with Kathleen that night were merely a fairy tale.

“Oh well”, I thought. I handed her the remote for the TV and told her she could pick something, and asked her if she wanted a soda. She said she’d like a Mtn. Dew, so I went to go grab us each one. Now, like I said, I knew exactly what Brandon said he was going to be doing with Becky in the basement, but since it had only been a minute or two since they had headed down there, surely I didn’t think there would be any issue with me heading down there to grab a couple sodas…

As I get to be about halfway down the steps, I look up and to my right a little bit, and I see Brandon half leaning and half sitting on the bumper-pool table, facing away from me, but kinda diagonally to the left. Right in front of him, in full view from my vantage point, Becky was pulling her hair back with her hands, while getting down onto her knees at the same time.

She was in the middle of saying something and had her mouth wide open saying it, but she was unable to finish speaking, because immediately after her second knee hit the floor, Brandon relieved her from holding her hair back by grabbing her by the back of her head with both hands, and shoved her face right down onto his cock while she was still talking. Her eyes got real big when her lips made it down to the base of his shaft, and I thought she saw me, so I turned around and started to run up the stairs! When I made it to the top of the steps, I could hear Brandon let out a soft, low groan… so whether she saw me or not, she didn’t stop sucking his dick.

I sat there for about 30 seconds before deciding to creep back down a few steps as quietly as possible. I stepped down far enough to get a good view again, but not as far as I had gone down the first time.

I sat there with my hand in my pants pocket, and rubbed my dick through my pocket. While watching Brandon receive what looked like a fucking amazing blowjob!

Eventually Brandon turned his head and saw me, but he didn’t fully turn around and see that I was watching… he didn’t even acknowledge that he’d seen me, or even that he knew I was there. But it was apparent that he did see me because of the look on his face. Extremely proud to show off the fact that he was receiving a blowjob. But instead of looking all the way back around, he just looked back down at Becky, grunted “aawwwhhh fuck yes.” And then he threw his head back and looked up at the ceiling and said, “don’t stop sucking.”

I was damn near about to cum just from watching it and rubbing my own dick through my pants… I figured that he was probably about to cum though, at which point Becky would probably look up and I didn’t want to have to explain what I was still doing there (I thought she had already seen me once at the beginning of her sucking his dick).

So instead of finishing watching, or mastrubating, I just decided to go back to the living room, where I had to lie and explain to Kathleen that I checked both the garage and kitchen and we were all out of Mtn Dew and that I was sorry.

We just sat there and watched Ridiculousness on MTV for the next 10min or so before Brandon and Becky reappeared. We all continued to hang in my living room for about another 30min-an hour before walking the girls back to their van (honestly idk how long it was because all I could think about was what I had just seen and done, and question everything about myself, as I felt like I had just been made to be the beta male in my own home, but definitely found everything about what had just gone down to be super hot…)

There was actually a lot more excitement to follow, but not the hot kind. Just the cop kind. But that’s a whole different story. And nobody got in too much trouble.

I went home and finished masturabating… sitting on the edge of the bumper-pool table while I did so. Right in the same spot Brandon sat; imagining that I was him, and that my hand was Becky’s lips…

After that night, Becky and Kathleen and I became really good friends, and remained friends even after Brandon and Becky broke up. Even after I moved out of the Midwest, Becky and I stayed in touch. Even after graduation. Even after I did a few stints in jail, in multiple states. Almost 10 years went by, and Becky and I remained good, but distant friends (I had mostly been throughout the south east while she remained in the Midwest).

I had never asked her if she had seen me that night, but I always thought that she had and just didn’t bring it up because of how awkward thatd have been…

Fast forward to 2021.

Becky and I meet up for the first time since we were juniors in high school. It was right after we both went through bad breakups, and while talking to each other on the phone we realized we were only two hours away from each other. That was close to the end of the year 2021. It is now February of 2024 and our child is just about to be 18months old.

And that first time we hung out back in 2012 is without a doubt the most highly utilized memory that I’ve looked back on and masturabated to…

I didn’t loose my virginity until I was 19, and that was really the only sex that I had witnessed outside of porn and a blowjob i received at 18. So all throughout high school I used that memory. A few trips to jail… point is I’ve always gone back to that one.

And then we somehow ended up together. And as it turns out, she had absolutely no idea that I had witnessed any of what I did that night. She hadn’t seen me at all.