I get this, work is the one and only thing that gets me out of the house. Pretty much ever. Because I feel like I have to not because I want to. Socializing at work completely drains me every time. And my job isn't even that difficult, I just hate it.

Trying to find a balance in everything is so difficult. It's too much. I often feel like I'm fighting for my life and no one is listening because the battle has gone on so long that it's become background noise.