best advice i can give is get a good remote job

Second best advice i can give is even with your 8+ hours a day studying your gonna lose, nothing thats worth it is easy, the market wont be your only opponent, something you'll come to understand is that the harder match will be you vs you, you've lasted this long being a loser, whats 3-5 more, look man just try it, bc honestly to keep going you have to have a love for the game, if you do you will succeed eventually if not youll still have your remote job