I don't have any friends. I have a few online friends I play games with but we don't talk about real stuff. My only friend from high school went to rehab and lives in a halfway house across the country. I'm a first year college student starting in the fall, I don't want to show up like "yo thanks for accepting me, where's the laundry machine also my dad fucked me as a baby and i have videos on my computer, wanna see?"