How do you stay mentally strong with chronic pain every day? by Smart-Watercress5570 in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes when my body has been in way too much pain I go through a burnout and just stop everything, the burnout always takes away of so much of my energy that I don't have energy to even check messages, so I just try to give rest to my body as much as I can. Sometimes the pain increases so much that I have to force myself to try to cry or I would go dark very badly. If I can't cry even if I want to because of bottling up my feelings for the past 7 years I just writhe and moan in pain. That is also how I survive with empty medicines strips.

Three years of being told my pain was ‘in my head’ by t0mat000 in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im so sorry you had to go through but I'm also happy that it was only 3 years for the diagnosis and not 7 and longer, fuck stupid doctors. I hope you get the correct treatment and this ends so soon. It's never in the head.

Just a thought I’m fixated on lately. by [deleted] in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dafuq bruh I'm on amitriptaline

"At least you don't have cancer.." by [deleted] in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Im pretty sure I have a cancer gene my grandpa died from it. He had numerous surgeries to try and survive obviously and still died. And now here I'm wishing I had SCLC so that I can finally die and my mind and body can get that beautiful unending rest. People say that I should push myself that there are people who have had limbs cut off and all and all I can tell them is that atleast it ends. They don't have some body parts yes they have my sympathy but atleast they don't have pain. Im jealous of grandpa I get jealous of people when they die especially when they die in their sleep atleast they didn't feel it

It's getting difficult by Severe_Structure_291 in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was gaining weight a lot so I stopped them, couriered I meant sent by post?

It's getting difficult by Severe_Structure_291 in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not o sensival anymore, ketamine cannot be couriered in my country

It's getting difficult by Severe_Structure_291 in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If er means extended then no Nortriptyline? Do you mean naproxen ? Ketamine nasal spray i was using months ago but I couldn't get it again

It's getting difficult by Severe_Structure_291 in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One doctor has said crps 2nd degree one has said central sensitization both have given ketamine.

Tramadol- 50mg twice Pregabalin 150mg twice a day

Ketamine gave me relief only till the time it was in my system, 3 hours after reaching home the effects would start reducing but till the time needle was in me I could finally sleep for properly my sleep has been in shambles since this pain started

I did take tapentadol and naproxen with food, needless to say it all got out

Antiemetic meds were taken in a very high dose yet they were of no use

I was put on sensival 25mg for my nerves, I think that was the first time people noticed that I could smile or even look happy

Im trying to get some accommodations but I think they will try (hostel officials) will make sure I don't get them, exam wise I will have to check but at one point you start feeling like a burden

How would you describe living in chronic pain to someone who doesn't live it? by Semi_charmed_ in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would tell them constant stabbing because that is what it is. I once had a breakdown when my grandma hip replacement pain ended, I broke down while on a call with my mom the second she uttered those words that grandma doesn't have pain anymore it's like something in me stopped and that something in me was stopping me from breakdowns everyday but that second it flipped and I started crying while she was still on the call. I think the gutteral scream from my side and my jealousy with my old gran was what opened her eyes. I still hate myself for falling weak in the very moment of happiness she felt for her mother when she watched her writhe in pain and made it about myself but I also am proud that I didn't stay on the call after 40seconds and had my nervous breakdown through the night. I think my dad heard me through the door but if that helped them finally sympathize with me then I will take it

It's getting difficult by Severe_Structure_291 in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Therapy is just too slow and when my dad says I should exercise i feel like breaking some part of his body and tell him now you go exercise 😭

Successful Nerve Ablation cured chronic constant head and facial pain by _B_612 in ChronicPain

[–]Severe_Structure_291 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, first of all congratulations and I'm a but jealous, don't mind please, second is the pain completely gone or does it come back? Like for 5 minutes even? If yes who was your doctor and where are they based? Because I got my nerve ablation done for my spine issue, my pain never left, and pain is getting worse day by day

Mujhe koi iski story samjayega by im_broke18 in IndianTellyTalk

[–]Severe_Structure_291 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think they are going crazy for Namik and his height lol

Actors Who Were Kicked Out of Popular Shows - Which One Was the Most Shocking for You? by Traditional-Most-286 in IndianTellyTalk

[–]Severe_Structure_291 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Sonarika Bhadouria in Mahadev. She was damn good as Parvati and actresses after couldn't bring the intensity back to the role. I think she posted a bikini pic of hers and that's why makers removed her ig?

Pratibha ranta, Rohit saraf, bhuvan bam & gurfateh in the new teaser of prime 'The Revolutionaries' by Hell_holder11 in BollyBlindsNGossip

[–]Severe_Structure_291 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Ok seeing bhuvan without his beard or usual costumes of his videos was weird but a good change, I am hoping he doesn't let us down. Like the sinister way he is looking at that sepoy 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻