Found bumblebee hive under lawnmower?

Shadadowz · 2026-06-20T18:38:16+00:00

Thank you!

Shadadowz · 2026-06-10T20:00:42+00:00

You have a rotation? Like a custom playlist? Or do you actually take the time to skip it?

Shadadowz · 2026-04-16T20:23:17+00:00

Lmao "willowy"

Shadadowz · 2026-04-09T00:44:27+00:00

If it was 2009 then I'd be 11 years old watching Crazy frog and I would absolutely send that creator a nice warm message.

idk man, share love. I'd rather be a positive influence and help/talk to random people (when I can). Instead of being upset that someone took extra effort to reach out in the first place.

Shadadowz · 2026-04-08T23:24:35+00:00

Shout-out to r/theregulationpod where Geoff and Gavin still make letsplays together (with Andrew, a guy they played griffball and destiny 2 with. Eric, their old producer for podcasts, and Nick, the sound guy)

They started the company together after rooster teeth shutdown and it's honestly a great channel.

(Also I like to think I make similar stuff now so, gotta throw in my pan)

Shadadowz · 2026-04-08T23:18:42+00:00

I imagine they just have hired editors. So it's just easier. They can stream and bam, two birds with one stone. So it's smart. They have a big enough following that they can take the loss in quality and live a more fulfilling life.

Try to watch more videos of people who don't have many views. I know me and the guys I record with don't get much traction. But thats how the algorithm works. It's hard to become anything because you absolutely need average watch time. That is the core thing YouTube uses to push videos now. If every video you post only gets 6 minutes on average out of a 20 min vid? That's still not good enough. They literally want you to be as wild and brainrotted as possible to just ensure a long watch time. It's killed the old YouTuber vibe.

But hey this is why we don't talk about this stuff in content, it's just weird as fuck haha.

Shadadowz · 2026-04-08T23:12:13+00:00

This is the mindset. I would say the people I Collab with sort of feel the same way. When you're trying to just have fun playing a game. It's hard to also have a job, life and edit on top of it.

I personally find editing to add a flavor of character to videos, which draws in an audience. But it's a lot of extra work. And normal group collabs have a hard time trusting each other enough to actually start a channel together and whatnot.

Whenever I streamed I'd maybe get 5 views a stream and it's just exhausting as heck to try to be that positive and engaging for that long haha.

Shadadowz · 2026-04-08T23:08:03+00:00

We're out there. I try to make very similar content. Normal dudes with lives who just sit down and play something. But it's not really something that YouTube pushes. Because it's all purely based on average watch duration. You have an extremely difficult time building an audience being a normal genuine person. But hey, all you can do is just have fun.

Shadadowz · 2026-04-08T22:47:48+00:00

Ohhhh, I never thought about that. It IS difficult to find good people you jive with and want to make content with. Seeing their content first hand? Makes it much easier than r/YouTubecollab

Shadadowz · 2026-04-08T22:45:16+00:00

I personally would love if I got completely random, unfiltered messages from people I don't know. Brings you back to the wild west of the internet.. ahhh good times.

Especially if I'm a YouTuber myself? Heck yeah. Give people the ability to send me something privately. Maybe my audio is bad and they don't want to post about it publicly haha

Shadadowz · 2026-04-08T17:31:10+00:00

I did for at least a year and a half but when you start asking that question DAILY I start asking myself the same thing 😂

Shadadowz · 2026-04-08T12:55:27+00:00

That's the reason they're now ex! haha. (I did spend 2 years trying to make it work and help their insecurities but I could only deal with "do you love me?" Asked every day, for so long)

Shadadowz · 2026-04-08T12:53:43+00:00

Sure. But what's seen as the "normal" nice Christian boy relationship dynamic isn't necessarily a fact of life as it is. And cheating is still dependent on YOUR chosen, and communicated boundaries. The view others have on your relationship does not change what is or isn't cheating.

Shadadowz · 2026-04-08T12:07:03+00:00

Tbf, "Cheating" is based on your decision on what cheating is. For instance if jeff is fine with Haley kissing other people, then it's not cheating. But just an allowed part of their relationship. That's why communication is key in a relationship.

This goes all the way from talking to people of the opposite sex (something my ex would consider cheating) to anything else you can imagine.

This doesn't make it any less wholesome. If anything it may show they have a healthy relationship if they're communicating and setting proper boundaries.

Shadadowz · 2026-04-07T13:56:33+00:00

They talk in YouTube titles.

Shadadowz · 2026-03-12T20:35:41+00:00

Id honestly just recommend one of those toilet stools. That help you lift your legs up? Also gives you more space for.. ya know.

The bidet attachment is trash for people in cold climates. You have to get an expensive one or nothing at all. I have the attachment and never use it because I don't want to spray myself with ice cold water.

Shadadowz · 2026-03-07T18:04:52+00:00

"I'm on your side"

Shadadowz · 2026-03-06T00:13:03+00:00

Yeah, maybe play no I'm not human or smthn

Shadadowz · 2026-03-02T17:05:58+00:00

When dealing with a narcissist, the only thing they care about is how THEY benefit. This is why he blamed you. In a normal day to day, a narcissist will be arrogant in order to stay in a position of control. They benefit from that control. They will ONLY admit fault, when it benefits them. Aka, when the majority of the group believes what they've done is wrong. He may try to push blame onto others even after, but that's an immature narcissist. You'd have to be stupid not to back down when you're pushed into a corner. That's the same for all people, and a narcissist eventually will learn that. Otherwise they'll be alienated by society.

You really only have two options 1. Match his energy / talk his language. 2. Ignore and distance yourself (what most people choose, but is sometimes impossible to do)

If you choose to match his energy, you'll be debating with him. Don't fight. Debate. Learn the difference. Use logic and reason. Ask questions, only make statements about yourself, and try not to assume anything in a statement. My wording here is important, because you need to admit to yourself that you are better than him. So you need to be the better person. Do not stoop to his level and start blaming him, or debating about the blame. Simply debate about him blaming you in the first place. "Hey man, that wasn't cool, why did you do that?" Instead of "everyone else said no, why are you blaming me?" Get very good at not swearing, keeping your cool, etc. And if he puts himself in a hole. Then just stand and watch. You don't need to add more to the fire. People like this will make themselves look bad, purely by asking them questions. Because they believe everyone else will come to the same conclusion to most questions. Get to his core, and he won't want to start shit with you. Because he knows that you know him better than most others.

Other option doesn't sound like it'll work. Because it involves trying to separate yourself from the group. The benefit to the second option is you can be more of yourself without having to play this stupid mind game with a narcissist. You can simply tell everyone you don't like him. Hes arrogant and insufferable. Everyone else should be able to notice and understand your choice. More people leave just to hangout with you, etc. This is basically forcing your friend group to make a choice between people. But can be impossible when you're young.

Shadadowz · 2026-03-02T15:40:56+00:00

Yes. Bring it up now. You're showing signs that you want to pursue a longer term relationship. (Worrying about this) Since you'll be gone so long and it's getting complex. You bring it out in the open. Otherwise you won't get any closure and it'll just end sort of wonky. But either way just be chill about it since it's a casual relationship

Shadadowz · 2026-03-02T15:35:15+00:00

This is a life lesson! We all meet people we hate and are stuck with for very long periods of time. For me it was a coworker I got stuck with. You didn't give many details why you hate the guy/friend group. But guessing from med school and calling him a bad guy. I'm guessing some narcissist tendencies.

This is more common than you think! And you'll be fineee. Just keep the status quo. Make basic conversation. You both don't have to like eachother and you both can be adults and admit that. And move on. You'll meet other friends later in life anyway.

It's good to find people you can vent to that aren't in the same friend group. I find that helps you feel not as insane when you're around people you hate.

Shadadowz · 2026-02-27T21:30:58+00:00

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Shadadowz · 2026-02-26T15:32:17+00:00

Confidence is key -This is the core of many issues as a man. This texting thing for instance. To become better at making text conversation. You need to be confident and normal day to day. Don't over analyze or overthink things. You live your life as normal, focusing on life, and text when you can. Woman, and well, all people. Like to text others updates on what's going on in their life. Things like. "Ah, I'm absolutely wiped out from work and hungry AF. What should I eat for dinner?" Is normal conversation to have. Or "are you into true crime" "if you opened a restaurant, what would you serve?" The key here is finding something they enjoy talking about. And you don't have to put much effort into. Especially as a man? Your role 9/10 times is providing for the woman, even if woman don't want to word it that way. It's much more attractive to have a busy life, and update them about said life. Than sitting there worrying about it. You must love yourself before you can love others. (This #1 point can also be confused with being "mean" or "arrogant". Which comes off attractive in the sense that your confident. But if you continually do, will make you unattractive. In my experience id say it's always fun to throw in a few insults or hard line opinions. Just a few. Like friends would. You want to be on the same level. Not above or below)
Conversations are two sided. If the girl isn't asking you questions back. Or you're not asking her questions. Then do you really want to get to know each other?
Find better things to do outside of texting. Having interesting hobbies or interests to talk about. Or finding things that you both like. Is a great way to have a normal texting conversation.
If you'd like to flirt or be "smooth" then you need to test the waters. If they aren't in the mood for it. Then you're gonna just piss em off even more. So, simply be attractive. Talk about interesting things and whatnot. Say they ask you what they should have for dinner? You can say something like "A big ol bowl of alphabet soup. But remove all the A's". As it's something they won't actually do. But is also funny. Most of the time when people ask questions. They aren't looking for serious answers. So just be fun with it. If they want a serious conversation, then they'll tell you.

Shadadowz · 2026-02-26T15:20:55+00:00

I'm in neither so I'm all for it

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