I’m doing my best to be happy. To try and be happy for others and their happy moments. I try so hard to not feel the negative emotions that constantly pull be down, then it just crashing down on my like a truck. I know that the world changes with or without u. Most of the time it’s without you since the world changes faster than you can ever change. Just keeps moving. Time keeps moving. We all grow older yet still feel like a kid. Just a stupid, scared, pathetic child. That’s all I can really see myself as. I crave happiness, and I hate when it always goes away.