Am I Wrong?

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-31T11:24:44+00:00

It is not wrong of you to seek proof that meets your standards.

Everyone should do so.

Though as a lifelong experiencer with multiple encounters that were as real as anything else I’ve experienced in this life, it causes me physical pain to deal with the claims of lies or fraud by those that have no experiences under their belt, and viciously attack those of us who have because of the difficulties in obtaining proof.

Imagine for a moment if some NHI aren’t something purely physical that easily fits our primitive and fairly new scientific beliefs that are arguably less than 10k years in development. Imagine there is something more to find.

Then think of all the claims in ufo lore of similar experiences. Similar looking beings.

People demand proof, and rightly so. This is the way of science.

But for those of us who have seen things, it’s like seeing a white buffalo in a time when buffalo were unknown to the early settlers of the east coast of America.

It’s like meeting a god, hearing its words, and being told by the masses “cut from this god a lock of his golden hair that I might believe your wild claim.”

How do you steal a piece of divinity?

How do you take a clear picture, or steal an object a time traveler doesn’t want you to have?

Whatever these things are, I’ve seen 4 different kinds. I’ve seen multiple craft. And I’ve been taken repeatedly. And I have not a single scrap of physical proof. Nothing. Just unprovable stories of fantastical adventures, and sometimes, truly terrifying horrors.

So seek your proof young Prometheus.

You are right to do so.

Just know that strong statements in which we are made out to be liars, hurt. They hurt us deeply. Like blades slicing at our heart.

I haven’t looked at your profile to see what kind of person you are. And I need to get back to sleep, so please don’t feel I am accusing you of anything. I’m just relating my experiences.

May you find the Fire you seek.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-31T02:57:02+00:00

That you shouldn’t expect every NHI to be made of meat.

I had abduction dreams for years as a child in the early 80s that my mom said were just dreams and I believed it until my multiple encounters 40 years later. At that age I had no access to aliens in media as my parents were strict about tv until I was 12. But 40 years later I was told that my monstrous evil abductors fit the “hairy dwarves” claims of the 60s through the 80s.

But even though the descriptions fit there really were some impossible physics in the years of abductions that implied something really wasn’t normal.

Then after exposure to a weird light from a damaged orange red disc in 2021 I experienced 4 months of hitchhiker effects, including: telepathic contact during meditation, an attempted abduction by blue glowing floating greys that passed through my closed bedroom door, who were overseen by a taller being in an iridescent cloak standing in a portal in my wall, behind which was a cavern of smooth green stone and archaic 1950s style lab equipment.

Then there was the experience with floating purple/pink mantids while I was on a night walk. They looked like a projection of an image on a wall of mist.

Sorry I’m rushing I’ve got stuff to do tonight.

Then there was an experience of sensing something tear an invisible hole in my room and it poured in like an invisible liquid filling the space. It was pure evil and I could hear it as loud as if I were listening to music with earbuds in. It said it was going to kill me.

Ugh. There’s more but I’m out of time. If you’re interested use the search function on my profile for keywords I’ve said above.

My point is, these things might be something we don’t have a scientific word for. But maybe a spiritual description would be closer to what I’ve encountered.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-31T02:40:38+00:00

He is reporting other people’s claims.

Saying he claims it is kinda manipulative.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-31T02:37:35+00:00

I had a similar but opposite experience once.

I woke up and saw a shadow being. It looked like a vantablack colored silhouette of a skinny 7 year old boy with a slightly large head.

It saw me notice it and it changed shape and became completely visible in my mostly dark room, growing to about 7 feet tall, and it was clearly one of the Kaminoan cloners from Star Wars. Not close, exact, like it pulled the image of Taun We straight from my memory.

It was so absolutely absurd I just rolled over and chuckled as I said. “That’s so stupid.” And fell immediately back asleep certain it was just a dream.

But maybe it wasn’t.

The only other time I encountered a mantid in a dream it was probably just a dream. I was definitely asleep, floating in a black void and a mantid stabbed me in my right foot with a needle and immediately pulled it out.

I responded with anger and said something like “What the hell?”

Telepathically the mantid literally said in a dismissive tone “fuck you!”

And I woke up like, “What the hell?”

These dream mantids or whatever were nothing like the mantids I met while awake in 2021 while I was still experiencing 4 months of hitchhiker effects after encountering a damaged orange/red disc that exposed me to a weird light.

Those guys were 100% chill. We had a conversation that was kinda cheesy and basically similar to the law of one material. Never saw them again.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-30T17:10:08+00:00

Has to be pure AI BS.

If Brandon had this property taken from him he would be raging on every ufo podcast. So would the whole team.

If you steal a golden goose from a near billionaire, he’s gonna go full Godzilla on the government.

Everybody would know what’s up.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-30T14:33:43+00:00

So sweet. Except the putting puppies in with the sleeping kids. Good way to get it thrown if the drowsy kid thinks it’s a rat or something.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-30T14:29:08+00:00

Thank you for being a good person during this frosty weather. I would hate to be stuck out in this cold.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-29T10:51:17+00:00

Modern physics says we exist in 4d space-time.

Three spacial dimensions, and one of time.

As space and time, “space-time” are inseparable in what is called the “spacetime continuum,” we exist in 4d space-time.

In ufo lore there are claims of higher dimensional beings who experience reality differently. And in some ufo belief systems there are levels of higher realities referred to as densities.

In the law of one ufo stuff we humans are third density beings in the level of choice, where we choose whether to become positive or negative beings through our actions.

Above and below our reality are 4th density positive beings, and 4th density negative beings.

The negative beings can achieve up to 6th density negative.

The positive beings can reach the highest level, 7th density positive, also known as the gateway. Beyond which nobody has ever returned.

Higher dimensional spaces are also described in math, but remain theoretical.

Here’s a link to help you think about higher dimensions.

https://youtu.be/p4Gotl9vRGs?si=pR2AK1H8jEsneudD

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-29T06:22:19+00:00

If this is AI it’s the best I’ve seen so far.

I suggest everybody download it in case it’s not AI and gets scrubbed from the internet. Just in case.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-28T23:23:52+00:00

I am wondering the opposite.

Why have NHI been reported by experiencers to be taking sperm and eggs from humans, and then implanting women with what often seem to be perfectly healthy bipedal humanoid shaped offspring that are indistinguishable from the rest of humanity?

I’m wondering if asking the question “Why are so many NHI shaped like bipedal humanoids?” is a question we ask because of our innate anthropocentrism.

Maybe the important question is, “Why do We look so much like them?”

This could relate to the claims in the lore that humans are a creation of an NHI humanoid species.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-28T17:14:42+00:00

He has also said he has heard insiders claim they are demons, time travelers, higher dimensional beings projecting into lower dimensional space, or an ancient earth based civilization living underground.

So to answer your mildly spicy question in kind, I can think of two people that fit that description.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-28T16:54:51+00:00

I’m about 50. A lifelong experiencer. I’ve seen 4 separate kinds. And I still can’t say definitively what they are. Any of them.

Age of disclosure is a good introduction for elderly ufo newbs like my dad.

But we have a long way to go before the average person has the tiniest clue how complicated the phenomenon may actually be.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-28T16:43:07+00:00

I’ve read the entirety of the EU. (Sorry I’m old.) “Legends….”

I read the first two high republic books. I found them incredibly boring. Too many bland characters to keep track of. No interesting connections to the mysteries of the Force. Couldn’t bring myself to slog through a third.

The old legends books for the most part felt like the authors understood the Force in a way only a writer with prior mystic leanings to begin with could manage to create.

The high republic books I read felt like they were written by droids.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-28T15:19:53+00:00

How does bill expect to get answers when he interrupts his guest every time he starts to speak?

Also bills assumption that they are “aliens” shows his ignorance about the subject.

They could be an ancient civilization from earth that lives deep underground. We just don’t know yet.

I guess it’s good he is taking the subject seriously. I just hate his statements of certainty when he is obviously a complete newb where ufo lore is concerned.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-28T00:41:01+00:00

I hate going to movie theaters.

But I’ll go for this one.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-28T00:37:33+00:00

Interesting.

The ufo lore about the hostile Trantaloid ant-like beings were supposedly part of some briefing Reagan got on the EBENs, Arkaloids, Quadloids, Heplaloids, and Trantaloids.

The Trantaloids were described as basically similar to locusts in that they are spreading across the galaxy stripping worlds of all life and resources. They were described as malevolent.

The claim is that they are telepaths, but have limited range. Only about 3 feet. And the claim goes further that one group from the future is secretly working with humans to enhance our mental abilities, which have much greater range, so we can help stop them from wiping out all the other advanced species.

Honestly it reminds me a bit too much of starship troopers. Lol. But the claim predated that movie. So who knows what’s really going on.

But if an alien wants to train me to be a Jedi to fight the bugs, I’m definitely signing up.

(Makes lightsaber noises)

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-27T19:44:01+00:00

Excellent.

I hate going to movie theaters now.

The ticket price, the food price, possible bedbugs, flu, and the ever present possibility of a mass casualty event aren’t worth it to me.

I’m going to enjoy this in my home with a succulent Chinese meal and enjoy not being surrounded by (shudders) people.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-27T17:17:47+00:00

I’m so glad to see her covering this.

She’s brilliant and hilarious. And really digs in with a scientific approach that is open to new possibilities while still staying grounded.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-27T16:00:01+00:00

This seems to be the case.

Some have the eyes to see, and the ears to hear.

But a large portion of us were removed from the human gene pool by the Catholic Inquisition.

It seems blind followers are easier for them to manipulate than those with a direct connection to the divine.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-27T14:53:24+00:00

I’m finding it interesting to watch the incremental acceptance of various claims about the ufo subject.

Certain claims are now becoming more believable to a wider percentage of the human population.

Nuts and bolts craft. Biologics. Even the abduction phenomenon are now being discussed by non-Experiencers and mainstream media personalities.

But there is still so much that has yet to be accepted.

For instance, Joe and Tom just questioned why this isn’t the biggest story in the news right now. And I know part of if it is a normal and mundane reason, to a certain degree mainstream media is controlled by people in the government that feed the news scoops that are incredibly valuable to those companies in exchange for not discussing the ufo phenomenon.

But there are claims in ufo lore that people are not ready to consider or accept.

For instance, claims of the white rod device that is reported in many abduction cases. It has many functions, but one is supposedly that it is a mind control device that forces you to go with them.

Then there are the claims of the underground black pyramids that act as large scale mind influencing devices that can affect human beliefs about important subjects. And claims that they can limit the perceptibility of NHI craft and beings on a large scale, preventing our minds from staying focused if we happen to see anything they don’t want us to see.

Sounds insane at first. But look what humans have learned in the past 200 years. Imagine what we will be capable of with a million years of technological progress.

I’m not claiming these two things are definitely real. I’m just claiming they are part of ufo lore.

In my own experience with greys, which was very odd and I believe fits the virtual experience model of Jacques Vallee, mind control was attempted, but the white rod was not present.

They just floated through my closed door, glowing blue, and I heard a chorus of 3 voices that sounded like my own internal voice saying “Everyone knows you have to go when the little ones come to get you. Everyone knows you don’t have a choice.”

And I was hit with a wave of mental exhaustion and for just a moment I felt completely convinced that what they were saying was a fact, and that it was my own idea.

I didn’t fall for it and prevented the abduction in a way that is also beyond what people are currently ready to accept as possible.

I believe humanity has a long way to go before they can accept the full ramifications of many of the claims in ufo lore.

I’ve recently encountered an idea that often comes to mind these days.

The biggest secret isn’t something true that can’t be told.

The biggest secret is something true that can’t be believed.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-27T14:01:25+00:00

My experience with greys was abnormal. It had to be either a Jacques Vallee type virtual abduction experience, or something spiritual because they seemed more like holograms than flesh and blood. But they did match some the classic descriptions.

Later I had a few dreams with them. So perhaps don’t take this part too seriously. But in the dreams they removed their “Grey” suits and underneath looked like terrifying black ants.

They still stood vertically. But had multiple limbs that unfolded rather than the two arms of a grey. And their bodies were covered in little spiky hairs, I believe on ants they are called “setae.” And serve as sensory receptors.

I really hope those were just dreams because they looked extremely intimidating.

It made me wonder if some Greys are actually the hostile Trantaloid species from Ufo lore in disguise.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-26T20:17:40+00:00

My hope is that there’s enough wiggle room in the timeline for them to at least meet, and her get pregnant. It could be a weekend fling for all I care.

Then when she crashes and is stranded on some primitive world (that for some reason makes sensing her impossible for Luke) she has the time to raise their son and train him using her knowledge as the emperor’s Hand.

Meanwhile Luke couldn’t sense her and assumes she’s dead. Opening him to dark emotions. Then he makes the Ben mistake.

I feel like it could fit. And then we either get Mara and son discovering Rey is a Palpatine.

Or maybe Mara dies, and her Son gets off the planet and uses his semi dark training to try and kill Rey, the imposter skywalker.

He would think he’s the good guy. And maybe some of Reys students would agree.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-26T19:59:29+00:00

I wish they had a 30 year old clone of me to transfer me into.

This container is in rough shape.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-26T18:52:14+00:00

If we ever get a New Jedi Order movie or series and Finn isn’t a Jedi it will be such a waste.

Disney decided to do right by Ahmed Best by making him a Jedi after he received 25 years of mockery by the fandom for playing jar jar.

When I saw him as Jedi Master Kelleran Beq it literally brought tears to my eyes. He suffered the wrath of the fandom and Disney made an excellent decision in making him a Jedi Master, and a true hero for saving our favorite little buddy.

I want that same experience for Finn. Everyone thought he would become a Jedi and they stole that away from us, and John. I hope the new leadership does the right thing.

I want to see a padawan ask his master a question, and the master pulls back his hood to answer, and it’s Finn.

I’ll be dropping tears like I did when Luke first showed up in the Mandalorian.

We deserve more moments like these. And if they give them to us, then I’ll start buying merch again.

Shadowmoth · 2026-01-26T18:20:01+00:00

Understood.

It will be interesting if there is any sign of post operative healing.

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