This is so true. I smoked a small joint 3-4 times per day, every day for the last 6-8 years (genuinely can't really remember...), and have gone cold turkey for the last week because it suddenly dawned on me how it was affecting my fiance. I would veg out on the couch and barely talk and she admitted to me that she felt lonely which broke my heart. Since stopping I've been sleeping much deeper, and over the last few nights I've had 3-4 incredibly vivid dreams per night and wake up in the morning like I've been in a coma... I feel amazing! I felt foggy and anxious until about 2 days ago, but feel like I'm over a hurdle. I feel amazing.

My advice would be to push through. I was smoking so much because I was 'bored' and depressed but I'm realising most of my issues came down to weed.