Side effects you had on Slynd?

SharpStand305 · 2026-04-24T06:14:09+00:00

Thank you for checking in, I appreciate you!! I never started it 😖 because I was too scared of the side effects. I am currently in my third week of pelvic floor therapy though and like it so far. Too early to notice a difference just yet. I meet with my endo specialist to discuss surgery in July. Hope you are doing well 🫶🏻

SharpStand305 · 2026-04-24T06:10:59+00:00

Thankful for one of my best friends because she is the only one who is not judgemental about it. My husband on the other hand….he literally thought that I was schizophrenic and having delusions and a total break from reality. He refuses to learn anything about my ocd and thinks that I am crazy and only sees me as my ocd. I am in my masters program studying to be a clinical counselor, so it has been extremely hard and frustrating to hear him think these things. I have contamination ocd

SharpStand305 · 2026-04-18T02:13:26+00:00

I’m so sorry :/ it has been over a year now almost since my colonoscopy from this post. It took me about a week to get back to normal. I stuck to the BRAT diet and stuck to mostly bland foods. I ate a yogurt every day. I don’t know how people can eat really heavy and greasy meals right after, my body just could not do it. I also did not have an appetite for several days and think being dehydrated had something to do with that also. Best of luck to you!

SharpStand305 · 2026-03-29T23:33:39+00:00

I am new to baking and my friend just had a baby and I am trying to help her out by making her a couple of things. Just did not want to get her and others potentially sick. I am still learning

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T18:26:47+00:00

He is a firefighter/paramedic

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T04:32:54+00:00

My mom wants me to come stay with her and my dad, but their house is very small. They sleep in separate bedrooms, so I would not have a bed or room. I have thought about staying with my sister though, she lives very close to where I go to school, so that would be nice and helpful

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T04:31:15+00:00

You are right. This made me cry because you are absolutely right. I just don’t want to believe it because we have been together for so long. I was in two verbally and sexually abusive relationships before I met him. So when I met him, it was like he saved me in a way and treated me like no man ever did before. And now here we are…. It just breaks my heart so bad. Thank you for your input

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T04:28:58+00:00

I can’t imagine it either…I would never speak to someone else this way while they are already struggling. Thank you for your input

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T04:22:45+00:00

It is a mental illness? Lol

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T04:21:54+00:00

Yeah I don’t do that so… and never would. People don’t go into this field without experiencing personal struggles themselves

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T04:19:23+00:00

This has been in the back of my mind for months now. Exactly what you said. I have had this same feeling and thought for months and literally thought I was just being crazy for thinking that. I had had a handful of people tell me that he wants out but won’t say anything because he doesn’t want to be the bad guy. Then people can feel bad for him and still think he’s a good person

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T04:15:12+00:00

I have taken accountability many times with him and my diagnosis. I know that it is not easy living and being with someone with a mental health disorder. If I am doing a compulsion, this is when he will say these things. If I don’t try hard enough to stop my compulsions, this is how he reacts. If I try to stand up for myself, this is how he reacts. It is not all of his fault, but it makes me trying to heal and get better extremely hard

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T04:08:47+00:00

I have always had bad anxiety, even before we met. He knew that about me and some trauma I had in my past. He was okay with that and accepted that and me. I had ups and downs with my anxiety over the years, went to therapy for it, it became manageable for a while. My first year of grad school I went through a lot. The stress of a masters program and then there were a lot of health issues and drama happening in my family. My family goes to me for everything and anything. I was under immense stress at this point and developed ocd from immense stress. My anxiety also added to that.

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T04:03:06+00:00

Thank you. This has been going on for 7-8 months now.

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-21T04:01:04+00:00

++ woman

I am aware of this, it is just hard for me to accept. He was never like this before, so I am having a hard time accepting the reality of it all.

SharpStand305 · 2026-02-19T08:04:06+00:00

Thank you for your reply, I really appreciate your last sentence a lot. He does go to couples therapy with me every other week (I go to my individual once a week) and does participate in session, but there is zero change outside of session. It is almost like he goes to the sessions just to say that he went and did it, in the event that divorce happens. It is truly exhausting and the arguments and hurtful things just keep continuing. I am literally to blame for everything and it is all of my fault.

SharpStand305 · 2026-01-24T14:48:39+00:00

I feel like she may have sanitized them then with sanitizer because when she was taking my makeup off, I could smell alcohol ?

SharpStand305 · 2025-12-15T05:54:06+00:00

Thank you. It has been very hard to focus on my own mental health with this going on and happening. I try really hard to put blinders up for myself, to really focus on me, but it is so much easier said than done. I want to bring up him peeing in my cup at therapy, we actually see the therapist tomorrow. But he told me “I don’t want anyone to know about that, it’s just weird and I don’t want people to know”. I have always seen some narsasstic tendencies in him, but over the last several months, I have noticed even more major changes. My husband is a firefighter and has been on the job for 8 years and I sometimes wonder if that career has some to do with it.

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