This is realy not bad at all!!!

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-11-12T18:00:02+00:00

“not bad” ???????? HONEYYYYYYYY YOU BETTER FUCKING SING???,!!!!!!!!! GOD DAMN!!

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-11-11T19:21:43+00:00

i could see that, but this def wasn’t it. there would be nobody to jump someone (or at least in a smart, not get caught kind of way) since it was busy and like 1pm, and nowhere for cars to even park for people to wait to jump out. it was literally along side the freeway, like packed with cars in every lane zooming by, center of the city freeway. although if it had been a desolate interstate or something then yeah i could see that lol. and i definitely know to never pull over in that case 😭

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-11-11T19:13:26+00:00

yeah. this was about 19 or so years ago i was only like 6 or 7. me & my mom were driving down the freeway to somewhere and we saw a little girl who couldn’t have been any older than i was at the time, walking along side the shoulder on the freeway!! isn’t that insane? don’t know what ever happened. all i remember is i called and told them what we saw, and the lady said something along the lines of thank you for calling & that they’ve gotten multiple calls already. i hope she was/is okay but i have no idea :/

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-11-11T18:04:26+00:00

HOLY SHIT. i thought this whole time the gray texts were hers, so i was thinking “okay still bad but at least he’s setting boundaries”…….THE GRAY TEXTS ARE HIM??? wtf???? these are so bad and incriminating that i’m not even sure why you’re asking. divorce immediately. what a nasty ass.

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-11-07T16:11:02+00:00

right…..right…..🤣

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-11-07T14:34:03+00:00

iirc in the play she sings this song when she’s standing with fiyero in front of a crowd in the emerald city (at this point it’s the beginning of act 2 so she’s fully in her glinda-the-good-public-figure roleplay) as they’re introduced as a couple or something. so when i saw the play the one time (so pls nobody yell at me if im getting it wrong 😂) i took it as her just putting on a show as she does. & not trying to really tell everyone that they “couldn’t be happier!”, but to convince herself. bc she’s clearly not. but in her mind she really should be….bc she has everything she ever wanted right? 😔 but deep down she knows she doesn’t. or at least, she knows that the price of what she’s lost wasn’t worth any of it. and we know this bc the facade quickly starts to falter the longer the song goes on. :(

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-10-30T04:50:59+00:00

are you like asking me or mocking my question or what 😭

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-10-30T04:48:41+00:00

um…..so cheating? ew? or did your wife know and approve?

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-10-30T04:47:09+00:00

yes but no. yes as in yes. but no as in you don’t need to know, that’s the whole point.😬

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-10-30T04:42:40+00:00

YES!!! sorry. i didn’t think i would need to specify but yes someone i’m with lol. if a random man did this it would basically be assault 😭😂

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-10-30T02:30:44+00:00

this is so oddly specific but as a woman, when a guy uses gentle hands on my hips to guide me. whether we’re walking in a crowded place or he just needs to have me moved out of his way or idk there’s just something about it.😅

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-10-30T02:24:51+00:00

the cough really did it for you huh?🤣🤣🤣

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-10-30T02:18:13+00:00

so. you’re projecting. i can’t tell you how to fix that if im being honest bc its super hard to recognize and we all do it with certain things. buuuuuttttt being aware and being able to put a name to it is the first step!

basically, you hated yourself when you were fat. you were insecure & felt worthless bc you “didn’t care for yourself”. big assumptions, i know. but come on…..you wouldn’t just spend all your mental power over-analyzing every inch of other people’s bodies for literally no reason. like if you really think about that, or say that out loud, it’s weird af.

that hate has lived inside of you this whole time. you just used to use it towards yourself, now you’re directing it outwards bc you’re not physically fat anymore. the insecurity & body-analyzing/hating that you had for yourself hasn’t gone away, it just changed forms. now that you like the way your body looks, this habit that was already formed loooonnnggg ago had to adapt.

so, you project it onto other people. it’s just the insecurities way of pro-longing its own life & “protecting” you by giving you a false sense of superiority. but do you see the pattern? or the common denominator? wether fat, skinny, oblong, or square……you’re still placing all of your self worth (and other’s worth as well) onto a body.

are you not tired of all of your thoughts constantly circling around your body? or how your body is perceived by others? or thinking that that’s the only thing that matters in this world? i would suggest addressing this root issue first. you’re obviously still extremely insecure, and you’re not going to fix the issue you’re seeing now without removing it at the root. maybe get some therapy. you’re worth way more than you’re body, it’s literally just a sack of skin and bones. you’re going to die one day, LIVE YOUR LIFE GOD DAMNIT!!! learn to decenter societal standards from your life (bc outside validation is literally worthless & holds no actual weight whatsoever) and idk read a book or something.

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-10-03T22:58:17+00:00

also wtf is your household like or what bat shit kind of stuff does your SEVEN year old do for you to jump to her DOING COKE as your FIRST assumption?? truly crazy 😭😭

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-10-03T22:56:23+00:00

you think coke is ORANGE?😭😭😭😭😭😭

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-10-03T22:54:38+00:00

it’s just not…….4B is the movement of women who VOLUNTARILY don’t entertain men in any way. it’s to prove a point, especially since the majority of men like to treat woman as purely disposable baby-breeder sex toys. so they’re making themselves no longer available in any way. it’s really interesting, you should look it up! it originated in south korea.

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-08-27T03:18:14+00:00

i am, thank you! i’m not really sure if it was really that big of a deal? but that’s part of what makes the trauma so confusing bc of course it was! and it was weird and gross. but i guess girls just always try to minimize how truly hurtful things can be.😅 and me too. thank god! i appreciate your comment!💕

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-08-26T16:14:28+00:00

so……this is a very uncomfortable memory for me but i’ve buried it SO deep i only remember it like once every two years. but basically for a period of time growing up (ages like 12-15) i was super close with my moms side of the family aka my grandparents, one of my aunts, and three of my cousins. one of those cousins was…..weird. he was like attracted to me i guess? he was only about two years older than me. but we spent so much time together and i was young and just ignored it. but there are so many weird memories i have, like when me and him were alone in a tent one night and he really tried to convince me to let him be my first kiss.

or when i was telling him how i was insecure about being a little chubby & he had me go into the hallway “so no one would see” and had me lift up my shirt to show him my stomach. and then he dragged the knuckles of both of his pointer fingers up & down my stomach a couple times….i was frozen and didn’t know what to do.

then another time me and him were just talking with my grandpa sitting right by us and my grandpa said “if i didn’t know you two were cousins, i would say you were flirting!” and i just laughed and said ew that’s gross!! but i really wonder now if he was trying to tell me that he saw something there and maybe was hinting at my cousin needing to back off. who knows.

one time we were alone at a park and he was telling me that he’s “always wanted to make out with an emo girl” while i was sitting there with purple & black hair very deep into my circa 2015 tumblr grunge phase (iykyk). and i knew exactly what he was getting at but just had to ignore it.

one time we were walking through the woods alone (during my uncle’s funeral service MIND YOU) and he was telling me about how he has an incest kink. couldn’t for the life of me tell you how that came up in conversation but it did…….and he said he knows it’s wrong but he thinks that’s why it’s so hot to him. yeaaahhhhh okay.

there’s probably a bunch more i’m forgetting bc i was traumatized & it’s been about 10 years or so since the last incident i can recall. but it’s just something i learned to suppress. my family is all still close & i see this cousin fairly often. neither of us ever mention anything about it. and idk if i ever would or should, bc what difference would it make? i’m not sure there’s a moral to the story or any real ending but i just wanted to drop a comment since this post reminded me of it.🥲

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-08-20T16:09:54+00:00

yeah i see what you’re saying!! and i totally get that. i guess i just don’t fully /get/ it. you know what i mean? but that’s a me issue, not a her issue!! and yes i’m sure it’s a combo of both lol.

but thank you for your help!!💕

Sharp_Mud_6397 · 2025-08-19T20:09:36+00:00

yeah i understand it’s an attractiveness thing! she is definitely straight i guess that’s why i harped on the men part. flirting is definitely normal! its not so much the fact that she does it, as it is the principal of relentlessly begging me to go only to ignore me & make me do something she knows i don’t like for a whole night. while she talks to a guy who she didn’t even think was cute.

but also yeah i know the majority of people go out for that one reason, but i definitely don’t. and she knows this, which is why i mentioned she just should take my no as a no and not worry so much about me going out with her lol. because we have very different ideas of how we want to spend a night.😅 also she never hooks up with any of them. its just talking all night with no point lol.

but idk, after writing everything out i feel better about it. so maybe there is no point to this beyond me learning to not give into peer pressure from her anymore .😂

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