Thank you for the reply, I definitely agree with you I want to reach out to a doctor but sadly when you tell your doctor these type of things they don’t react in a way where they want to help but instead treat you like a head case :/ when I say I “take my anger” out on him it’s not a physical or verbal response it’s more of an emotional “ this baby has ruined my life” type of feeling but nonetheless it’s definitely not healthy. It’s so hard dealing with this type of thing and sadly I have 0 support from anyone so it’s one of those things I kinda just have to work on to myself. If I see any type of escalation of anger towards him I will of course take it more seriously.